The jerks / the roommate

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y/n's pov
i was laying on my bed staring at the ceiling . should i talk to him . should i be his g- no i can't . *sigh* why me ? out of everyone ... it's me ! i thought and their was knocks on my door .
y/n- coming
i yelled and the person wouldn't stop knocking . i walked up and opened the door to find ale and roshuan .
y/n- shouldn't you guys be asleep
roshuan- shouldn't you ?
he said as they both walked in . i closed the door and gave them a confused look
ale- sooo you and mattia huhhh
he said elbowing me
y/n- stop .
i said in a serious tone and they both looked at me
roshuan- mattia told us what happened . are you mad at him
y/n- no . i mean why would i . why ... is he mad at me ?
i asked
ale- no . he's more like just sad cus you rejected him
y/n- well yea , what was i supposed to do . he has a kid , and i'll only be a distraction for him .
ale- how ?!
y/n- he's probably just interested in s*x . you know how he is . and he isn't responsible either sooo how do you expect hi-
roshuan- for your information he doesn't just think about s*x yk . he wants other things too . he's changed and he has all of US to hell him raise emilio
he smiled
y/n- wtv the point is , it seems all so fast . idk what we were but all i know is that we were getting close and then his child appeared .
ale- so now your putting the blame on emilio
y/n- no . im just saying , he's a dad now . emilio should be his priority . what do i look like to you a stepmom ?!
ale- ehh kinda
he laughed
y/n- fuck you .
roshuan- welp , i guess all we can do is wait and see what happens . see you tmrw
he said as they both walked out of the dorm . i sighed and locked the door . i threw myself on my bed and plugged in my ear buds . it's for the better i said to myself and eventually dosed off to sleep .

next morning
i woke up to my alarm ringing . i got up from bed and walked straight into the bathroom . i did my routine and changed into a green long sleeve shirt with some black jeans and vans . i straightened my hair and put eyelashes on , i walked out the bathroom and seen mattia's bed untouched . i sighed , should i fix things with him ... i probably should .. should i ? i thought to myself while pulling up mattia's number . their was a knock on the door which made me jump a little and put my phone in my pocket . i opened the door to see stephanie and julie
julie- let's go babe
she smiled . i smiled and grabbed my bag , i closed the door and we walked down to the classroom .
class was pretty boring . i did try talking to mattia but he wouldn't acknowledge me at all . the boys also tried talking to him but we couldn't get anything out of him .
teacher- class is over
she said and dismissed us . mattia had his head down on the table while everyone left . he got up and walked to the door . i stud up and walked over to him .
y/n- hey hey hey . mattia please just listen to me
i said stopping him from leaving  . all he did was roll his eyes and try and pass through
y/n- mattia i swear to g-
mattia- you've made it clear y/n . you don't wanna be with me . i get it , can i go now ?
he crossed his arms
y/n- that doesn't mean y- *sigh* mattia we can still be friends . i didn't thin-
mattia- yea you didn't think
he rolled his eyes again .
ale- yo , stop mattia
he said pulling me away from mattia .

mattia's pov
she just looked at me and walked away .
ale- dude , just stop . your making this worse . can't you see she's trying to fix things with you ?
mattia- and what ?
ale- dude this is so dumb . just because she didn't wanna be your girlfriend - she's gonna be their every step of the way even if she doesn't wanna be your girlfriend .
he said and walked away pissed . i mean it's not my fault , she doesn't wanna be with me and that's fine , idc . i said to myself and walked to the dorm . y/n wasn't in their , i locked the door and threw myself on my bed putting my airpods in . she doesn't leave my head , like what did i d- *sigh* she's all i think about ...

y/n's pov
kairi- wtf ?
y/n- just stop , i don't wanna talk about it
i said drinking my water
roshuan- okay fine
he rolled his eyes and eventually we ordered our food
robert- is he coming ?
ale- no
they said . i just sat their looking and listening to them .

a/n- i just found out my uncle passed away last night due to cancer . i just wanna let you guys know that i'll be off for a couple more days . i'm gonna try and write for yall but other than that , i hope y'all like this chapter and hope you all stay super safe , sorry for the very very short chapter, and just know i love you guys 💘