Kurt Cobain And I Love Her

The Midnight Romer~ 3

He turned around to look about his room rummaging through piles of clothes

"look Kurt if it's not the time I can come back later if that suits you"
I suggested mentally laughing because he was trying his best to act sober

He stood up and turned around shrugging

"I can't find them"
he said with guilt overlaying his voice

"oh okay that's fine I probably didn't look hard enough at home" I shrugged

"But do you mind if I look for them?"
I asked just because I thought maybe he didn't have the best look due to him being high and all

He nodded and moved aside waving his arm in proper manner as if he where a survent or something welcoming me to a grand dinner party

I stepped into his room looking around and then my eyes landed on them eventually

they where sitting on his desk chair witch was actually a chair from downstairs but anyway they where sitting on that chair

I pulled the chair out for a better reach for my jeans

I grabbed them and then sat down on the chair inviting myself to quickly put them on

I kicked my shoes of and pulled them up my legs

I could feel Kurts eyes on me the whole time but I didn't mind

at all

"Aight Kurt I better head off to the shops"

"OOO"
he said abruptly

"can I come"
he said with a big goofy smile on his face

I thought about it for a little bit but then thought why the hell not

"of course you can"
I smiled

He slid some shoes on

in-fact the same converses as yesterday

He went to his desk and took a smoke outta a packet of cigarettes them shoved them into his back pocket

He took a lighter and lit his cigarette and then put his lighter into the same pocket

He looked up with the cigarette between his lips

"let's go"
he said showing zero emotion

Jesus he can change emotions quick

I grabbed his hand and lead him out of the house and onto the footpath

He was peacefully smoking the cigarette that was now in between his index finger and his middle finger

He turned to me and opened his mouth to speak

"you know I'm not on drugs"
he said trying to smile the most innocent smile he could

I raised my eyebrow at him
"are you sure Kurt"
I laughed at him