Kurt Cobain And I Love Her

When it happens abruptly

*not edited and sorry for the shit title I didn't know what to name it

Year: 1986
Kurts age: 19
Your age: 19

I laid on my couch with mtv playing softly in the background

I looked up at the ceiling feeling pure bliss

I had a cigarette between my lips as I listened to the music playing from the tv

Live wire by Mötley Crüe

My dog was laying in my lap as we chilled

I heard the front door open and my pitbull jumped off my lap pushing down on my bladder

"Awh fuck!"
I groaned

I got up and walked over to the door seeing Kurt playing with my dog

"Hi"
He said looking up at me through his hair

I smiled and walked over to him

He stood right up and I hugged him softly

I softly rocked with him as he put his hand on the back of my head holding me tighter

"Are you okay"
I asked him

I just felt him nod and hold me tighter

"You sure?"
I whispered

He just nodded again and
I squeezed him tighter

I pulled apart and leant up to his face kissing his cheek

He smiled softly and held my hand and walked over to the couch with me and sat down

I sat beside him and slumped against his body

Watching the television as I felt Kurts hand slowly snake around the back of my waist

I didn't really acknowledge it I just smiled lightly

My pitbull Duffy jumped up on the couch and sat on Kurts lap causing him to take is hand on my hip and patting the dog softly

I looked up at him and smiled at his pretty face

I looked back at Duffy and leant down kissing the top of his head

I could feel Kurts eyes on me as I did so

I held my face close to my puppy's as he licked my cheek

I laughed and then stopped when I felt Kurts hand on my upper back in between
my shoulder-blades

I continued kissing the top of my dogs head softly as Kurts hand traced around my back

I sat up and looked at him and smiled softly

He put his arm around my waist again and looked into my eyes beginning to lean in

I leant back and looked at him

"What are you doing?"
I whispered

"Oh uh-"
He said mumbling

He just went quiet and leant back

I leant over to his lip and softly began kissing him

I put my hands on his chest and his went around my waist

The kiss was soft and passionate and filled with love

I slid my hand up into his hair softly pulling on it

I pulled back slowly
and looked at him

I leant into his lips and passionately kissed him again this time as if I had done this hundreds of times

And Incase you where wondering

We where just friends

And I'm not gonna lie to you I've been waiting for this for so fucking long

I looked at his body and lifted Duffy up off his lap and then put my legs on either side of his waist sitting on is lap

I looked into his eyes

I felt gentle pressure on my-
Downstairs

I looked down and looked back up at him

I decided to ignore it and lean down to his face and pecked his lips

When I pulled back his lips followed mine and I laughed lightly

I felt him slowly lift his hips up onto mine

He kept a straight face looking dead into my eyes

I put my hands on either side of his face on the couch behind him

I leant down to his lips kissing his passionately

He opened his mouth and I took that as I cue to put my tongue in his mouth extending the make out

He proceeded to push his hips up into mine

My few throughs throughout this where
1. Strip down and fuck me
2. Can you please be dominant
3. What did I do with my cigarette-

4. I love this man so much