Mean

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Year: 1989Kurts age: 22Your age: 22

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Year: 1989
Kurts age: 22
Your age: 22

I sat beside Kurt on the couch as he watched MTV with his full attention

His eyes where glued to the shit tv whist I sat beside him reading a book

I was getting extremely distracted by the music

"Sweetheart can you please turn it down"
I said just a bit lower than a yell so he could hear me because the music was so fucking loud

"Can you pleased read someplace other like outside or up in our room"
He said whilst he kept his eyes on the tv

"Kurt I don't wanna please just turn it down"
I sighed again

"I don't wanna"
He mocked me

"Shut it"
I said turning and glaring at him

Ever since we moved in together we both sorta developed a drinking problem and becoming more agitated at each other easily

I decided I've had enough and I got up going over to the tv shutting it off

I looked at him and his jaw hung open as his eyebrows furrowed

"Turn it on"
He said slumping back in the couch

"No!
Kurt we are talking,
You have been mean to me and nasty overall for no reason,
I haven't done jack motherfucking shit Kurt!"
I snapped but was cut off my kurt

"I-"

"No let me speak.
I don't know what happened to the beautiful boy I fell in-love with,
Whilst he's pissed off to fucking England this mean bitch has fucking come in here and replaced him and walked all over my motherfucking life!"
I yelled stomping my foot

"and you can not say that your not mean because you so are!
You know I'm struggling with shit and when you refuse to fucking touch me it dosnt help!
I swear to fuckin' god Kurt Donald fucking Cobain if you don't get your act together I'm packing my bags and fucking leaving!"
I screamed at him stomping out of the room into the kitchen

I took a deep breath in and sat on the floor of the kitchen with my head in my hands

"FUUCK"
I screamed letting my anger out kicking the cabinet in front of me

I heard footsteps enter the kitchen and Kurt sat on his knees in front of me

"I'm sorry"
I heard him whisper

"So so sorry"
He whispered

I kept my head in my hands as I listened to him

"I'm sorry precious,
I'm really stressed and I shouldn't take it out on you.
I can't believe I was to insensitive to realise that I was hurting you"
He said softly pulling me to him

I wrapped my arms around him feeling his warmth for the first time in like a month

"I know Kurt"
I whispered back

"I am so so so sorry I love you so much and the boy you love hasn't left he's just upset and a beautiful girl can maybe change that"
He whispered kissing the top of my head

"I don't want you to do something you don't wanna just for me to not be angry at you"
I whispered

"No no no!
I love you so much and I am really sorry and I want to prove to you that that's now in the past"
He whispered lifting me up walking towards our room

"How"
I asked holding onto him

"By not being an asshole and snuggling with you for once and making sure you feel safe"
He smiled down at me

He walked into our room and carefully put me down on the bed

He crawled beside me and held me tight kissing my cheek

"Kiss me"
I said looking at him

"Aight',
I mean I havnt kissed you in a long time so this feels like my first time but here we go"
He laughed lightly

He put his hand on my cheek and leant into my lips

I wrapped my arms around his body as he got ontop of me running his hand though my hair and with the other holding my side

I moaned into the kiss as he softly grabbed my boob

I smiled as he fiddled with my breast causing me to erupt in soft moans

I pulled back and pecked his lips pushing him off me and cuddling into him

I kissed his cheek and held tightly to him

"I feel like we are teenagers again just starting to date and we can't keep our hands of eachother"
He smiled combing my hair with his fingers

"Not quite Kurt"

"Remember when we fucked in the janitors closet once we just met"
I laughed

"And the time I did you on an empty school bus"
He laughed holding me close to him

"How about the time I sucked you off while you where doing your homework"
I laughed kissing his cheek again

"Or about the time we fucked underneath the bridge while high as shit"
He laughed

"That was good sex"
I smiled at him

"It really was"
He smiled putting his hand up the back of my shirt

"Mhm"
I hummed closing my eyes

"Sleep now princess"
He whispered kissing my forehead

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