desire; draco malfoy

the thestrals

as we hopped off the train we walked towards the carriages as Harry and I stood in awe infront of the animals drawing them. he nudged my shoulder.

"they can't see them. why can you?" he asked. I stammered through my words.

" I- oh..um..I.." was all I could get out of my mouth.

why could I see them?

"It's alright, I understand." he patted my shoulder, explaining.

"Luna taught me about them last year. You can only see them if you've seen someone die. For me it was-"

"your parents." I looked at him with my doe eyes showing compassion. he gave a small smile.

"how about you. why can you see them." harry pleaded. he was interested. I thought deep and hard. I had no clue.

" I don't really remember but probably my grandfather or something." I played it off whilst stroking the magnificent creature infront of me.

"they're called thestrals. they're known as the omens of misfortune. usually the people who can see them don't pay attention to them because their-"

"misunderstood." I smiled at him again.

"wow y/n it's like you can read my mind." he let out a laugh.

"we should get going. don't want them to leave without us." he said as he hopped onto the carriage. I looked around trying to find a seat but I was unsuccessful. my eyes grew sad, knowing that I wouldn't be seeing Harry, Ron, and Hermione for a long time. slytherins aren't supposed to talk to gryffindors. I slightly nodded to them, as a way of saying goodbye, for now.  as they drove off I looked around for a carriage. there was only one left.

oh fuck.

"ahhhh y/n fancy seeing you here." malfoy smirked while snickering with blaise zabini. blaise glanced at me and continued talking with malfoy then swooshing around again to face me. my palms started to sweat as he looked dumbfounded at my presence.

"there's no way this is y/n, draco. no. fucking. way." his eyes did not leave me. malfoy scoffed pushing back his long blonde hair. he faces me noticing every one of my details.

"that's exactly what i thought too. but here she is. blood traitor in the flesh."

"how the fuck am I a blood traitor malfoy." I questioned. I felt very intimidated by them. but I wouldn't let them see. malfoys face became bitter.

"you hang out with that mudblood granger her blood traitor boyfriend weaslebey." he scoffed.

"oh and don't forget about that pottah. I saw you two. you were drooling all over him. do you honestly think you have a chance with him?" draco laughed. his laugh made me churn. I hated it.

"don't you dare say a word about my friends." I spat growing angry. he stepped closer towards me. his eyes piercing right through me. I looked behind his head seeing Blaise watch us as if he was watching a movie, picking off bits and bits of the chocolate frog that he bought on the train. I refocused on draco noticing that he is inches away from me. he wrapped his hands around my waist and pulling me close to him. i froze looking up at him. he towered over me.

"or what." he took one of his hands and placed it around the back of my neck, stroking it with his thumb. this sent shivers down my spine. I hated draco but there was something different about him. he never has treated me like this before. he has never shown any interest in me at all either. but now he is. I shouldn't be fooled. he sees me as a game. but I don't care. his cold rings pressed against my neck sending shivers down my spine. I looked up at his deep grey eyes trembling. he smirked and leaned close lingering his head over my shoulder, breathing heavily sending goosebumps all over me.

"you're playing with fire, don't get burnt." he whispered in my ear.

he's so hot my lord

I rolled my eyes towards the back of my head. his face grew deep with frustration. did he expect that I would swoon over him? maybe I am but I'm not going to let him notice. not like fucking pansy just begging to suck his dick.

"watch it blood traitor. I'd be careful if I were you."
he snarled. he turned around, hopped on the carriage and snickered.

"here's something to remember who your dealing with." he cooed. the carriage started moving as I stood there dumbstruck.

"FUCK YOU MALFOY" I spat. I was enraged.

"GLADLY BLOOD TRAITOR" he shouted with his devil smirk.

hes so hot when he smirks. FUCK HE JUST ABANDONED ME AND IM CALLING HIM HOT? THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH ME.

as I scream internally while I watch the carriage grow smaller and smaller I hear the strike of thunder. it starts to pour.

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME MY HAIR IS GOING TO FRIZZ UP NOW.

this is going to be a long fucking walk.