✦
I've survived.
I've changed.
It scares me sometimes when I think of what I have become. Maybe it's how I've learnt to cope with it all.
Fear grips me when the echoes of old anxieties reverberate in my mind at the sound of his voice, at the sight of their pain.
I recognize the fear when haunting memories break free from their shackles, undermining the confidence I've painstakingly constructed since those shadowed times.
When my thoughts tumble into that abyss and the rope ladders burn, I find him there for me. Helping me through it all.
In this diseased world, where cruelty serves as the ailment and love emerges as the remedy, our love becomes a healing force for our minds.
In my dream I went to bed and awoke to find angry people standing around me, accusing me of being in the wrong place. No matter what I said they got worse, accusing me of everything that had happened.
I awoke from the dream, opening my eyes to the soft light of a new day. The dream was one of the mind's creations.
Driven by guilt and fear.
But I've healed.
I've healed and I'm ready to move on.
✧
DU LIEST GERADE
𝖣𝖺𝗋𝗄𝗇𝖾𝗌𝗌 𝖪𝖾𝖾𝗉𝗌 𝖢𝗁𝖺𝗌𝗂𝗇𝗀 𝖬𝖾 | ᴅᴀʀʏʟ ᴅɪxᴏɴ ³
Fanfiction𝐁𝐎𝐎𝐊 𝐓𝐇𝐑𝐄𝐄 (Make sure to read books 1 & 2 before reading this one!) [Slow Updates] A new life doesn't open as a present, with pretty ribbons and assurance of comfort, yet more as a road to adventure with a degree of fog and chill. And thus...