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george pov --

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.

i can't get him out.

why does it have to be like this?

get out of my fucking head please, clay.

i don't even fucking like him! he doesn't even fucking like me! there's no way in god's fucking world that he'd even want to be with me.

why the fuck does he have to be all i think about right now?

i need to stop making connections to people who are just decent humans. clay is just a decent human and my friend. nothing else.

2 times.

we had that little staring into eachother's eyes thing that only happens in movies.  2 times.

the world kind of stops when it happens.

no! george, fuck. fuck you. stop.

lord help me.

i will not develop a massive crush on this boy. i will not. i will not. yes, he's attractive as fuck! but i can hold back. i'm a man.

in love with a man.

i lay in my bed, staring at the ceiling.

love is frustrating.

WAIT. george davidson. you are not in love. you are not love. stop this nonsense.

ok. i don't like him. great. cool.

my phone dings, and i expect it to be a notification from bad or tommy.

it was clay. god damn it.

i sigh, and pick up the phone to answer the message.

(changing the text format here, if it isn't obvious george is the right text and dream is the left)

george

yeah
r you busy
rn

no
why
wanna play minecraft
we can go on the smp

uhh yeah sure
let me just get my pc running

okk

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a/n
why does this have 500 reads it's so bad lmao?????

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