𝕭𝖔𝖞𝖋𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖉 𝕴𝖒𝖆𝖌𝖎𝖓𝖊 (2)

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I sit,picking up y/bf phone looking at his notification.

A girl named "Ellie".

y/bf you need to tell her the truth .

My heart dropped assuming the worst situation,I took a deep breath out and I would ask y/bf what is going on.

I put a stern look on my face.

Y/bf entered the room taking a seat next to me "what's up with you?"he smiled at me.

"What is it you need to tell me which Ellie sent you?"I looked at him.

His eyes widened "um uh".

My heart rapidly thumped "are you cheating on me?"I questioned as my voice cracked as my eyes became teary.

He grabbed my hands "no no it's not that ,I would never".

He sighed as he eyebrows furrowed aggressively "I can't do this anymore"he takes a deep breath out as he looked at me teary eyed .

my heart dropped.

"wh-what"I stuttered.

I removed my hands from his. "What did I do wrong?"I asked confused.

He shook his head "it not you y/n,you're everything that I love and want but it's me and don't know what happened but I feel so unhappy not because of you but of myself as a person and I want to able to as good as person as I can be before getting back into a relationship,y/n I don't want to do this and break up with you but I need to do what's best for me,I'm not expecting to you to wait for me"tears rolled down his eyes

"No I understand completely obviously it just hurts I want to be with you.but I also want to see you y/bf with or without me,of course I'm going to wait for you because I truly love you"I hold his hands.

He cupped my face "don't wait for me y/n go live your life even if it's with me in the future or with somebody else.I will always care for you y/n"He wiped his tears giving me soft peck on my forehead.