No Longer Euphoria | Nate Jacobs

Part 27

We don't waste any time quickly getting changed in the car and practically sprinting into the party. I head straight for the bottle of vodka sitting pretty on the counter. I take the top off and scull as much as I can without throwing up. I turn to see Nate looking at me sideways, as if to day 'slow it down Cass'. I giggle and take another swig. This time his eyes narrow, mentally taking the bottle out of my hand. So I turn to the cups and pour in some more and hand it to him, smiling. I walk around and see if I can find Fez, I'm hoping Nate doesn't stop me. I notice him looking pretty high on the couch. I walk over and just as I reach him, I feel someone grab my wrist hard. I look up at my man and he simply says "no". So I simply reply "yes". I pull my wrist away and walk up to Fez. "Yo Fez, got anything for me tonight?" I say. "Yo yeah $20 for a pill" he says. "Done" I say before handing him the money in exchange for a small plastic baggy with a pill inside. I look straight at Nate and say "bottoms up" before I take the pill and wash it down with the burning pure liquid in my cup. Nate's worried eyes are intensifying, burning into my soul. "Let's get you a seat Cass" he says. Before I can protest, he's picked me up and flung me over his shoulder. I try to resist but the man is too strong.

He walks me up the stairs and dumps me on a bed in an empty room. He locks the door and turns to me, his tolerant mood dissipating quicker than my consciousness. "What are you looking at" I slur, everything starting to kick in all at once. "An idiot I think" he says seriously. "What?" I say. "You're acting like an idiot, we've been here for 10 minutes and you've drank more than a Russian man and already taken a pill" he says. "Yeah I'm just having fun love" I reply and giggle sarcastically. "Well you're going to cause trouble, I can fucking feel it" he says. "Awww" I coo, mocking him. "Right that's fucking it, we are sitting in here until your high wears off and then we're going home" he demands. "No we're fucking not" I snicker. His eyes go black, and shoots me an icy glare that freezes my body. He climbs on top of my frozen body and puts his hand on my throat, choking me. "It wasn't a fucking question" he says slowly. "You're - h hurting me" I manage to stutter out in pain. "Too bad" he says as his grip tightens. "You thought I was bad before? You're my girlfriend now, you're only get to find out how bad it can get" he says. He lets go of my throat and I cough slightly, regaining my breath. He steps back and stands by the bed then says "on your knees, now". I look at him stunned, he's been dominant but this kind of aggression toward it is new. "I said get on your fucking knees now slut" he spits. I don't want to disobey, and my body is trembling in both a scared way and a turned on way. I don't want to be turned on by this but fuck, how can I not be.

I crawl off of the bed and get down on my knees. "Good girl" he says as he grabs my hair with one hand and puts his thumb in my mouth. "Suck on it, be a good girl for daddy" he says. I obey. "Now undo my belt" he says. Again... I obey. As I pull his pants down, his hard length pops out of his pants. I take it in my mouth and suck on it. "Mmm fuck Cass" he moans. I go faster and faster until he stops me and pulls me up by my hair. He throws me onto the bed before picking up his belt and climbing on top of me. He ties my hands together and attaches it to the headboard. "Nate -" he interrupts me by shoving his fingers in my mouth. "Shhh" he hissed. "Tonight you're my obedient little fuck toy, got it? You've pissed me off, looking in places you shouldn't and acting like a drunk slut. You're mine. Say it, tell me that I fucking own you" he spits. I look up at him, my eyes glazing over slightly at the anger in his voice. He scares me. "You own me" I whimper. "Good, now daddy can make you feel better" he smirks.

He reaches down and feels me through my wet panties. "Mmm fuck you're so wet for me" he moans. With one fluid motion, he slides my panties to the side and begins to swirl my clit in a core trembling motion. He quickens his pace before inserting his fingers into me. "Mmm Nate" I moan. He takes this as encouragement as he begins to quicken his pace, rubbing his thumb on my clit. I feel a warmth build up in my center, as I start to feel myself begin to want to come undone. "Nate I'm going to cum!" I moan loudly. "Not yet, you cum when I say I do" he says before swiftly pulling his hand away and taking my underwear off. He moves my dress up above my waist as he rubs his dick on my wet pussy. "Mmm" he moans before sliding into me. I moan so loud as his huge dick penetrates me and he pushes his whole length into me. "Mmm fuck, take it baby" he moans. He starts to pound me harder than he's ever pounded me before. If you were outside I'm sure you could hear the slapping over the music it was that loud. "Ouch baby it hurts" I say. "Too fucking bad" he says as he pounds harder and harder. I begin to scream in a mix of pain and pleasure. "Yes baby, fuck yes take it ohhh" Nate moans louder. "Fuck I'm gonna cum" he moans one last time before letting out a few hard thrusts. I feel his member pulsate inside of me, releasing himself into me. My walls throb around his dick in return. He slowly pulls out and lays next to me, placing his arm around me and moving my head to rest on his shoulder. "You're such a good girl aren't you" he smiles. I grin up at him, secretly loving being dominated like that. Pleasing him makes me happy, makes me feel whole. It gives me purpose, even if he hurts me. I've never felt this feeling in my life. I feel like I finally belong

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We make our way down the stairs after we make ourselves look half decent. We get a few stares, I can only assume they heard what went down. I'm still high as fuck, but the feeling of being scared before really knocked me back into reality a little bit. Nate takes my hand and behinds to lead me out of the party, that is, until we bump onto a drunk McKay. "Yo what the fuck do you think you're doing, rubbing this shit all up in my face?" He slurs. Fuck. "Dude leave her alone" Nate spits. "Or what Jacobs? What the fuck are you going to do? You've already taken the one thing that meant the most to me? What else will you do?" He says. "I'll send you to the fucking hospital you prick" Nate replies. I can see his fists balling and his knuckles whiten. I tug on Nate's arm and say "stop, let me". He rolls his eyes at me and takes a step back, clearly thinking I'm going to make it worse. "McKay, I'm so sorry for what I did to you. I liked you so much, seriously I did. It's just that I couldn't deny the things I felt for Nate. It would have been more wrong to continue dating you, knowing I loved Nate more" I say. "Wait, you love me?" Nate replies. McKay scoffs, "Cassie, Nate will never know how to love you back. I don't even think he knows what love is. As for what you did to me, you're a fucking slut. You picked the wrong person, he will NEVER treat you as well as I have" he spits. Before I could get a word in, Nate comes flying from behind me like a bat out of hell. His fist quickly makes contact with McKay's face and before I can even blink, McKay and dropped down cold onto the floor. I've never seen anyone punch with that kind of  force behind it before. I hope he hasn't bloody given him brain damage. "McKay?!" I gasp. Nate grabs my arm and his grip tightens like a vice. He rips me outside and practically throws me into his truck. "Nate what the fuck?!?" I yell. He looks at me, emotionless. "Don't you even fucking yell at me again" he spits before beginning to drive off. I shake my head in disbelief, I can't believe what just happened. Nate speeds all the way home, and we pull up quickly to his house, throwing me forward. "You're staying here tonight" he says. "But your parents don't like me? I don't think they'll like this Nate" I say. "Too bad" he says as he drags me upstairs. He grabs me a towel on the way into his room and leads me into the shower. "Let me look after you" he says as he begins to undress me and then himself. I am a bit fucked up right now so I just allow it. He washes my hair for me, cleanses my skin and soaps up my body. We step out of the shower and after drying himself off, he dries me off and picks out some of his clothes for me. He dresses me, dries my hair and plaits it. "I didn't know you knew how to plait" I say. "There's a lot you don't know about me Cass" he replies in monotone. I just stay quiet, not dignifying that with a response. He helps me brush my teeth and then grabs me a glass of water and puts me to bed. He climbs in next to me and cuddles me. "Goodnight" he says before kissing my cheek. "Goodnight" I reply, squeezing him closer to me.

Something tells me that this is the beginning of a fucked up life.

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