.........And to those I love, thank you for sticking around ✰Q.G.✰

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pairing: quinton griggs x y/n
reader: fem!reader
warnings: suicide, explicit language
type: sad

pairing: quinton griggs x y/nreader: fem!readerwarnings: suicide, explicit languagetype: sad

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Take me home

Y/N wanted to go home
after what she had just seen.

Take me home, it's the one
place I can rest in peace.

She just wanted to get home from that party.
Dixie, her best friend, had drove her.
She felt so bad for Y/N, Quinton had
cheated, and was making out with his ex,
Cynthia Parker. He had tried to run
and get her so he could explain it all, but
she had had enough of it. She just
wanted to go home.

Turn off my phone. So many
messages I wish I could just delete.

She turned off her phone
but not before reading all of her
and Quinton's messages.

Questioning my existence.

Did he really love her,
or was she just the side chick,
the one he used for her body?

Questioning my decisions.

Oh god! She gave him her virginity,
her first kiss, her everything.

Burning down all the bridges.

Before she went to bed she had burned
everything she had of his, knowing
she would never see him again.

Dig a moat, now I'm finished.

After she had burned all of
his possessions, she put the ashes in
a little box, and buried them.

Sorry don't want you to visit, no

Dixie had asked if she wanted
her to stay the night, the y/h/c girl
just replied with a simple, "I'm ok."

no

She was tired of this shit.
Every guy she had, Cynthia came
and swooped up. Her ex, her guy
best friend, her brother even, and now
Quinton. She was plain out tired.
This was the last straw.

One last pic and I'll be gone.

She remembered how Cynthia
had taken a picture of her and
Quinton at the party earlier
and sent it to her.

Make it count put the flash on.

She had looked back at all the pictures
she took with her friends. She
was smiling, the last time she would ever do so.

Never really felt like I belonged.

She set up her phone and made
a tiktok to the $uicideboy$ song,
"....And to those I love, thank you".
She made sure to be outside,
it was raining and she was in
the middle of the road in hopes
of being run over.
Once she finished she headed inside, to her bathroom.

So I'll be on my way and I won't be long.

She had taken one last glance at her phone,
looking through the comments. Some comments, to which said "kill yourself", she made sure to reply with "I'm on it as we speak😃".
Some saying don't do it, so she filmed herself.
She said, "Look guys to whoever sees this, I'm sorry! Quinton and I broke up because he was FUCKING CYNTHIA!", the y/e/c screamed. "Anyways, since I wasn't enough, I'll help you out. To all the haters, you'll never have to see my face again. See these, these are pills, I'm gonna take 10 of these pills." She explained as she held up the bottle. She kept filming herself as she cried things like "WHY WASN'T I ENOUGH" or "WHY QUINTON!". She stopped filming herself and posted it to her Instagram. She took the pills and as she did..

I'll be dead by dawn

As she took the pills, Quinton walked in to the bathroom. As she shook, having a seizure, she muttered "I love you Quinny." And she closed her eyes. "No no no! Babe, no please. Stay with me." The taller boy cried, grabbing his phone to call the ambulance but it was to late. The girl, his girl was gone. And it was all his fault.

I'll be dead by dawn.

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