I Am Broken -Completed-

Chapter One

Louis P.O.V

Walking through the halls of this school makes me want to leave this world even more. All I hear is people whispering things about me or people calling out rude remarks to me. I just wish that I would have the courage to finally leave this world, but I feel like there is something keeping me here. Oh yeah, my mother. I still remember what my mom said on my birthday that just happened to be last month.

-Flashback-

"Louis!" My mom called out walking into the little cafe down the road from my house. "Mommy!" I said running to my mother that I haven't seen since thanksgiving. "Baby, how are you?" She asked. "Better now that I got to see you." I said still hugging her. "I missed you boo." She whispered in my ear. "I missed you mommy. How are the girls and Daniel?" I asked. "Getting ready for you to move in." She stated. "What, you mean that Daniel wants ne to move in?" I asked. "Boo, we were waiting for you to turn 18. Plus, I want to spend one Christmas with my baby." She said. "Mom... I have an unfinished project at school. Can I move in, in a month?" I asked. "Anything for you boo. That just means that we get more time to decorate your room." She said kissing my cheek. "Thank you, mom." I say kissing her cheek. "What color do you want your room painted?" She asked. "Actually mom, would it be alright if I paint the wall myself. I become more in touched with my artistic side." I said. "Can, can I see some of your work?" She asked. I nodded while pulling out my sketch book which made my song book fall out onto the table and my mom picked it up,

'When the days are cold, and the cards all fold and the saints we see Are all made of gold. When your dreams all fail and the ones, we hail Are the worst of all and the blood's run stale. I wanna hide the truth.'

Mom read it.

"Baby. What is this?" She asked. "It's lyrics to a song I was writing." I said.

"Babe, this is so good. I am going to sigh you up for music." mom says. "Mom, I vantage sing in front of people." I say. "Baby, you can do group projects." She says. "But I am more of a stay to myself kind of guy." I said. "Well baby I have to go, your sister must be home by now." She says. "Bye mom, love you, see you in a month." I said. "I love you too babe." She says kissing my cheek.

-Flashback Over-

"Hey fag!" Ollie yelled. You see Ollie has been my bully since we were in middle school, about fifth grade when I came out to my dad and he told the whole school. That was the day I started getting bullied and abused by my peers and my father. "Yo, faggot! I am talking to you." Ollie said. "What do you want?" I asked very quietly. "You to die!" He yelled punching me in the stomach.