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Unrequited Love - Kili x Reader

A voice called out from the distance, but you and Kili ignored it. The two of you were gazing at each other, and you were longing for a gentle kiss. You knew that Kili had to leave in a few days, so you wanted to appreciate those days before you could quite possibly never see Kili again.

"May I?" asked Kili, staring at your lips with a flirty look in his eyes. You nodded, and then the two of you leaned closer and almost kissed passionately until you heard an angry voice shout.

"KILI!? KISSING AN ELF?" the voice yelled. Kili nervously turned around, go reveal a dwarf with dark hair. "You're not supposed to fall in love with anyone, let alone an elf. That one could possibly betray us, just like the elves did to us before. Come with me."

"But Thorin–" Kili tried to argue but the dwarf, who seemed to be named Thorin, did not allow him to speak. The younger dwarf looked back at you with disappointment and walked away with the dwarf. You were upset, but then moved on and went home.

At home, you saw your father and greeted him. "Where have you been?" he questioned. "I haven't seen you all night."

"I was talking to a dwarf." you admitted. Please say that your father would be fine with you speaking to a dwarf. Most elves did not really like dwarves, and vice versa. Therefore, there was a chance that your father would be very unhappy about what you said.

He then gasped. "A dwarf? Why?" You tried your best to hold back some tears that were coming in. "Don't tell me that you are falling for him! There are many appealing elves." You nodded, deciding that you should be proud that you were falling for a dwarf, and not a prude elf.

"I feel a connection with him, and nothing shall stop me." you argued. "You cannot control my love life. So I will continue to see him, no matter what silly excuse you come up with."

The two of you argued for most of the day, and your energy was drained by the time you were finished. However, you were still going to find Kili tonight. When your father isn't looking, you planned to sneak out of your home and look for Kili in the night.

And so your time came. You had noticed that your father had gone somewhere, so you got out of your house and found Kili, sitting on a field of grass, much like the one where the two of you sat on last night. This became a nightly thing, until the day that Kili had to leave.

On the night before that day, you had realized your true feelings for Kili. You loved him, even though your father didn't accept it. Even though some of the dwarves that Kili came to Imladris with didn't accept it. It didn't matter if the whole world didn't accept it; you still love him.

So on that night, you decided that it was time to confess. Kili needs to know how you truly feel now. Or else you'll never have the chance to tell him. Who knows what could happen to him while he tries to get his home back with his fellow dwarves.

"Kili, I need to tell you something." you began, your voice a little shaky. "It's been only a few days since we had first met, but I have to say that I love you, and I will miss you dearly once you leave."

The dwarf murmured your name. He then grabbed your hands. "I love you, too, and I promise that I will see you once again. Remain hopeful, and I will come back to you. We will reunite, and find a place to live and stay in love for the rest of our lives." he promised. A wave of hope flooded over you and you felt happy.

You and Kili leaned in close, and then kissed. The kiss was soft, and you never wanted to stop. It made you feel alive and bubbly. All of your worries were away from your head, and you were only focused on Kili.

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It had been so long since you have last seen Kili. That one night where you two kissed seemed to be a long gone memory. A memory that you wanted to relive.

Today, you sat by a tree, with a book in your hands. As you read from the pages of the book, you had remembered the faint memories that you had holding hands with Kili in the night, without a single soul knowing what you were doing. You really missed those old days.

Soon, through your peripheral vision, you noticed three figures walking into Imladris. Two of them were short, and one of them was tall. As they came closer, you found out that it was Mithrandir with Kili and another person that seemed familiar, and he wasn't a dwarf.

"Kili!" you said, putting your hand on your heart and extended your arm. This was an elvish embrace. At this moment, you were happy and full of excitement. "Hello Mithrandir. And hello to you, stranger. May I have a private conversation with Kili?" The other two nodded, and walked off.

You sat down with Kili to talk to him. It had been so long since you two have spoken. And you wondered why he came without the other dwarves.

"Kili, I thought you left to reclaim your home. Why aren't you there?" you asked.

"Well, we had to fight in a large battle to get my home back. And while I fought, I remembered you. I realized that I promised to return to you, so here I am." Kili answered. "I love you, and the barriers that have been put between us by our kin will not stop us."

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That's the oneshot. I hope that this was what was desired.

Novaer, mellyn nin!