What do I do with this scary part of me?
What do I do with this part of myself I wish to cut off?
What do I do with my screaming self?
What do I do when I go underwater?
What do I do?
I don't want to die or kill myself,
rather,
I'd like to kill something inside of me.
The part of me that isolates
and gets upset about being lonely.
That part of me.
The sad part.
The lonely part.
The isolated part.
How do I get rid of it?
Will I still be me without it?

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