Not wanted

chapter 2

When I reached my house I  opened the door and went in. I walked inside to the realization that my parents weren't home I rolled my eyes at the thought "of course their not home they never are" I mumbled to myself.  I walked up the stairs and turned the corner past my brothers room into my room he wasn't home either .  I took my clothes off and hop  in the shower I was so grateful today was a Friday so I wouldn't have to deal with anybody till Monday at school . After 30 minutes in the shower I got out and put on my undergarments then threw some booty shorts on and a tank top. "Beep!" I heard indicating that I have a message I took by phone off the drawer to see a text  from the  one and only other than Carl himself it read "delete my number I don't want you keeping it nor do I want you trying to keep in contact with me "  I simply rolled my eyes and typed " Don't flatter yourself your shit was never saved" I clicked send and went on about my life not bothering to wait on a response.  Yeah it hurt that he left me for another girl but  that doesn't mean that am going to cry plus am used to having my heart broken it's not a big deal. thump I heard the front door closed so I made my way downstairs coming face to face with my brother.  " hey sis" hakeem said " Hey bro" I said before giving him a hug.  " I thought you were hanging out with Carl today?" " I was" I responded drily "then why are you home?" He asked "I feel the love " I said sarcastically "come on you know I love you but answer the question "  " we broke up " I said coolly
  " what??Why??" He ask shocked and I rolled my eyes at him" he met someone better then me" I responded nonchalantly " are you okay??" His voice full of concerned "why wouldn't I be?" I ask my eyebrows scrunched up   " your boyfriend for a year just broke up with you for another girl and your not even crying "  he explained and  I rolled my eyes at him again  " haven't you notice that am not wanted it's always like this no matter who I go out with so why bother with the tears" and with that I walked away leaving a confused brother trying to understand what I just said.