Nakatulog ako sa byahe namin papuntang subic. Nagising nalang ako ng may humalik sa aking labi.
"Hey beauty wake up"
"Hey. Are we here already?" Kinusot kusot ko pa ang mga mata ko.
"Yep. Lets go" nakangiti pa niyang sagot saakin.
Inialalayan niya ako palabas ng kotse. I looked arround. This place is breathtaking. The sound of waves from the sea, the wind blowing like a dancing ballerina. Everything in here is stress reliever. This is the reason why I bought this property.
Naramdaman kung yumakap saakin si dean. This scenario is so perfect and romantic. Beautiful place with the man you love behind you, hugging you lovingly.
Hinawakan ko ang mga braso niyang nakayakap saakin. His angry viens. Hitik ang kanyang mga braso sa ugat. Parang galit lagi. Lalaking lalake talaga.
"Dean.."
"Hmm. You know babe, kung pwede lang na dito nalang tayo at hindi na bumalik, mas gugustohin kung pang dumito na lang but we have responsibilities babe. We have to face it"
"Yeah right. If we could" kaylangan natin harapin ang katutuhanan at isa kana rin don dean.
"Lets go inside babe"
Pumasok na kami sa bahay. I look around. I miss this place.
This is our rest house. Its a two story house. Its cabin type of a house. More on woods and glass wall. Their are 3 bedrooms, dalawa sa taas isa sa baba. May sari sarili itong banyo. We choose the masters bedroom.
"Babe. Shower lang ako" I told him.
"Go ahead, Ill just arrange our things"
Pumasok na ako sa banyo at naligo. Napaisip isip ako.
Macky you have restrain yourself. Just treasure this moment and after that just go. You have to stick to your plan.
Bakit ba sa lahat ng tao sa mundo ako pa ang nagkaroon ng ganitong problema? Why me?
I let the water drop to my naked body. Bakit sa lahat lahat? Ang lalaking minahal ko pa ang mismong sumira saakin?
Ohh god..why?
I cant answer those hurtful question in my life. Siguro mas maganda talaga na lumayo muna ako at mag isip isip kung ano talaga ang magandang gawin sa buhay.
Being with dean is dangerous, but my heart want to stay with dean. I dont know. Ayoko nang maging tanga sa harapan nila. Ginagago nila ako ehh.
Kung sana lang kung sana...
Napaiyak ako, do I deserve this scenario in my life? Do I?
Masakit, masakit na masakit. I look at myself in the mirror. Do you deserve this problem macky?
This is your life. You should be strong. Malapit natong matapos bella, malapit na at lalayo ka. I will be free to those people who wants to hurt you just be brave.
You are Mackenzy Bella Lombardi Scarlet. The Asia's self made billionaire businesswoman. Hinahangaan ng kababaihan at tinitingala ng kalalakihan.
Hindi ko namalayan na pumasok na pala si dean sa banyo. Naramdaman ko nalang ang mga kamay niya sa bewang ko.
He kiss my nape. I can see in the mirror his beautifull body. What a perfect man. Hindi makatao, mukhang luto ng demonyo. I can feel his nakedness. His erection, his hard.
"Fuck! Your so perfect my love" desire is visible to his baritone husky voice.
Napangiti ako. His hands are rooming around my body.
