Call It Love I Guess { Georgenotfound X reader ff }

Chapter 24

I walked down the road on the sidewalk, crying uncontrollably. I felt my feet crunch on a fallen leaf. I put my hands in my hair to try to get ahold of myself.

All things must come to an end

"Not in public, not in public." I repeated to myself again and again.

"I miss him so much," I cried, "I miss him so fucking much."

I felt a cold sweat, I'm so physically and mentally exhausted. I wiped my tears with my sleeve, it didn't even matter though. More tears streamed down from my eyes either way.

I loved him.....I should've told him.

I crossed the road, not seeing the crosswalk light I walked into what I didn't expect. I heard something come closer to me. I stopped and slowly turned to see blinding lights in my face. I couldn't move, I was too exhausted to even react or move a finger. It was like it went in slow motion. I thought my life would flash before my eyes in this moment but nothing crossed my mind. I felt empty more than anything, I couldn't feel a thing.

The car crashed into me, my body unwillingly rolled on top of the vehicle and slammed down onto the concrete behind it. I laid there, I felt my entire body ache, but no pain, just emptiness. Though my body's adrenaline was running I felt calm, I felt tranquility, I laid there still, the sounds around me muffled.

I turned my head to my right side. There were a couple people running to me, but I didn't notice them. I focused myself on the leaf in the air. It glided in the air gracefully with no care in the world. It slowly drifted, slowly landing itself next to me. I let out a small smile.

I can't do this anymore, this is too much

I closed my eyes. I started losing consciousness but didn't mind, feeling more quiet each second, each moment.

It's all ending...