"...at least I hope it is...."

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We are the weird kind of besties. We know everything about each other but at the same time, nothing at all. We include ourselves in everything, share little things with each other, yet we do not know things that other people know about each of us. Bonded strong by vibes, but split apart through egos. Supporting each other at every stage, yet not accepting some things. Knowing everything but nothing at all. People constantly get shocked by our friendship's weirdness. First due to the fact that we are friends, secondly because we are not as close as people think, but still we're bind to each other. Not following each other on every platform, not knowing many things that other people might know, but yet calling ourselves 'besties'. Having weird nicknames for each other, having very secure attachment, confiding in each other all the times, yet not knowing many basic things about each other. Kinda not wanting to admit or flaunt our friendship, both of us. Maybe ashamed because of the extremities of each other? We've had more downs then ups in our friendship, fights that have nearly ripped us apart so many times, but yet we come back to the same. Each time a little trust fading away, but the bond strengthening. Its weird as hell, we know. But it's just the way it is. I don't know what this friendship is. I don't know if it is a legit one, I get scared many times that what if it is being faked by both of us? I don't know the answer to these questions, but I make myself believe in regression to the mean. That is whether our friendship would be at extreme good stages, or at times be the worst kind of, we would be back to our original bond nevertheless. Atleast I hope that's true for every stage in our bond. :)

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