The younger. The better

Ch 11. Lost

You can already tell this is going to be a quiet ride home

I stare at my fingers while I pick at my nails. I can't get over what Taehyung said at the event and I can tell the whole time after that the vibe between us was kind of off. I look up to see him already looking at me when he licks his lips

"Mia -"

"Girlfriend - Taehyung?" he puts his head down letting out a sigh. All I can do is shake my head at him "I'm - married"

"But yet - here you are - pregnant with another man's baby that happens to NOT be your husbands"

"This is a mistake" I blurt out, feeling him then look at me while his eyebrows slowly knit together

"Me or the baby?" I then snap my eyes towards him

"Taeh -"

"Save it" he rolls his eyes looking away from me. Digging in my purse, I pull out my marriage ring and just stare it while I hold it in my fingertips. "Put it on" I look at him while he glares at me "Put the fucking ring on Mia" I start to tear up hearing how aggressive he sounds as I shove the ring back into my purse while staring out the window

This is all my fault

Leading this young man on, carrying his seed

WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING!?!

Obviously

I wasn't thinking at all.

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Feeling the car come to a stop, I watch as Duri opens the door on Taehyung's side but Taehyung doesn't move, instead, he continues to sit there

"Mr. Kim?" Duri says as we both look at Taehyung

"Excuse us, Duri" he then grabs the door closing it back as I watch Duri stand there looking lost. He then walks away as I lay my eyes on Taehyung. He sits there looking down when I start to do the same

"Taehyung" I say his name but he stays quiet "Can we go insi -?"

"A mistake?" he says cutting me off. Slowly raising his head, he looks at me letting me read him and all I can do is stare at this hurt man in front of me "Mistake Mia? That's what you think? That's how you feel?"

"Taehy -"

"I'm sorry that I - did this to you" he says cutting me off again "But to call my unborn child a mistake -"

"I wasn't talking about our baby Taehyung" he gets quiet while looking at me

"Me? You meant that - I'm - a mistake?" I get quiet looking down at the limos floor. I then shake my head feeling myself start to cry

"I'm just confused - I'm so lost - I want you but I -" I couldn't even finish my sentence as I start to ball my eyes out. Feeling Taehyung scoot over next to me while wrapping his arm around my shoulders, he takes his other hand and places it on my stomach while rubbing it

"Talk to me Mia baby" he says as I let out a few sniffles

"But I - I know I can't have you" I say and he lets out a deep sigh as I felt myself starting to cry again. Wiping my tears, he then places his hand under my chin lifting it up to lean in, planting a soft kiss on my lips.

"Mia baby -" he says breaking the kiss while putting his forehead on mine "I'm sorry for the way I acted towards you" I nod at his statement

"And I'm sorry -" getting cut off by his phone buzzing in his pocket. He lets me go as he goes searching for it. Pulling it out, he answers the messages that keep coming in like crazy.

"Oh no" he says, his eyes grow wide making me look at him confused by is actions

"Oh no what?" I say watching as his eyes close. Grabbing his phone out his hand, my eyes then grow wide seeing something that I never thought I would see in a million years.

"Um - Taehyung?"

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"TAEHYUNG - THIS - THIS IS SO FUCKING BAD!" I yell out sitting on the couch with my hands on my head. Hearing his silence, he continues to stare at the pictures of him and I at the event that paparazzi took

"Will anyone in America see this?" I ask with a tremble in my voice but he only looks up at me, not saying anything. His stare and silence said it all "MY HUSBAND TAEHYUNG!!!" he looks through the pictures again as I see a smile form on his face "Why the hell are you smiling?" I say with some attitude "This is not a smiling moment Taehyung"

"Because Mia baby. They don't have pictures of your face" I then grab his phone while swiping through the pictures.

He's right

Every picture is either from the back, my hands covering my face, or Taehyung intentionally blocking the cameras view of me. My breathing starts to relax. He stands up to walk away as I follow him with my eyes watching him head upstairs.

Standing to my feet, I head upstairs stopping at the top of the staircase. Watching as he walks into his room closing the door, I found myself walking to it. Knocking on his door, he slowly opens it back up revealing his chocolate pupils as they pierce through his hair

"Taehyung"

"Mia baby"

"Are you -"

"I'm fine" he says cutting me off already knowing what I was going to say "Can I just have some time to myself - please?" I look down at my feet but then look back up at him trying to read his eyes, but all I can get from them is how tired he looks. So, slowly nodding my head, he then looks down the same time he looks away closing the door slowly on my face.

But the 'some' time he wanted turned into hours. I then found myself wearing a baggy shirt of his as I stand at his closed bedroom door. Raising my hand and balling it into a fist, I start to knock on it hearing nothing but silence

"Taehyung?" I say his name still not hearing any sign of movements. I then lower my hand placing it on the door handle starting to turn it. It opens up letting me peak my head into the dark room

"Taehyung?" I walk into his room turning the light on. And that's when I see him lying in bed as he peaks his head up from the covers. "I'm-I'm sorry. Get your rest" I say about to close the door but he calls my name

Telling me to get in bed with him, I end up closing the door and turning the light back off. Walking over to him, I then slide under the covers feeling as he wraps his arms around me. He rubs my belly then places his hand in certain spots just to feel our baby kick his hand repeatedly. I can tell he really enjoyed that feeling.

"Are you sure your ok Taehyung?"

"I had better days" he says. I turn to look at him. With his eyes closed, I stare at his beautiful features as his arm wraps around me while he feels up and down on my back

"B-babe?" I say watching his eyes slowly open

"Babe?" his eyes close back giving me a small side smile "That's new"

"I just hate seeing you like this"

"I just have a lot on my mind Mia baby. Don't take it personal" I scoot close enough to him till my pregnant belly is pressed against his flat belly. He opens eyes again to look at me as I place a kiss on his nose.

"Let me in Taehyung" he continues to look at me "What's on your mind?" he sighs staring at me. He then shakes his head rolling over

"I - I can't Mia"

"Please" I start to rub on his back playing in his soft hair. I hear him sigh sitting up looking at me. Looking at his serious state while he fixes his hair with his mouth open slightly, I hear him say

"Divorce Logan"

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