Distance doesn't matter. (Lesbian Story)

Where it all begins.

Hi, I'm Jamie. I'm 16 years old and i have a boyfriend named Danny. I struggle with depression and he has always been there for me.

"Dear diary,..", i started while listening to Demi Lovato. I have loved her since i was 13. My room is full of posters and t-shirts i bought on her tour. "Today has been going really well. I haven't had any anxiety attacks and no troubles with my depression. I think I'm improving. My blades never got my attention since 2 days ago. Next week I'll have 2 weeks off from school. Finally some rest haha. I hope my life stays the way it is. Because without the depression and anxiety, it feels so much better to live it.." I clicked my neon pink pen and closed my diary. I put it under my mattress and turned up the radio when Made in the USA came on. This song has always been so underrated but it was my favorite.

My phone buzzed and i noticed a text from Danny. "Hey baby , i miss you. See you at school tomorrow. i love you ." I smiled while reading it. But it didn't gave me butterflies. I never really felt butterflies. I love him, but I'm not in love with him. He just feels more like my best friend than my boyfriend.

I scrolled through instagram as i saw my favorite Demi fan account had followed me. My eyes widened and i immediately started fangirling. I opened up my photo gallery and picked a photo of Demi. I inserted a caption saying "OH MY GOD THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR FOLLOWING ME. I LOVE YOUR ACCOUNT SO MUCH @//demilovato_ " I really wish i could just express my love for Demi like that. That's when it hit me. I logged of and clicked "Sign in". I thought of a nice username. "@//demetriasbooty" It was available so i made it my username. In just a few seconds i was logged in. I followed Demi Lovato at first, my private account and my favorite Demi account as 3rd. That was all i knew. I opened my photo gallery and choose a selfie. "Hey. I'm Jamie. I never really done this before. But I love Demi." I tagged Demi in it and I clicked send. Before i knew it was posted. Of course i used hastags because i had 0 followers. I comment on some of Demi's photos to help me gain followers. After about 20 minutes i had 27 followers. I smiled to myself, hoping it'll turn out good.

I posted a few more photos and got about 10 likes on each. I looked through my notifications and noticed 1 person. "@//ddlovato liked your photo." My eyes widened in disbelieve. She liked my selfie.. I posted another picture saying "OMFG DEMI JUST LIKED MY SELFIE WTF IS HAPPENING" I tagged Demi in it and soon got another notification. A comment this time and from.. DEMI AGAIN. "You're so beautiful " I couldn't believe it. My very first picture and.. oh my god. I add a comment to my most recent post saying "OH MY GOD SHE SAID I WAS BEAUTIFUL OMFG I CAN'T EVEN"

Before i even realized it was almost 12 am. I decided to get some sleep. "Today has been the best day so far", i whispered to myself. I couldn't sleep of excitement. I looked at the clock. 2 am. Eventually i felt my eyes close.