Based off of "Happier" by Ed Sheeran
Walking down 29th and Park
James was on his way home from a long day at school. College was kicking his ass.
I saw you in another's arms
Only a month we've been apart
His breath caught in his throat. There he was.
Keith.
It had been a little over a month since they broke up. 37 days. James chided himself for remembering the exact number.
A boy with blue eyes has his arm around Keith's shoulders, and they were both smiling.
You look happier
Saw you walk inside a bar
They went into the Lion's Tavern. The bar where James and Keith would go after a long day of school.
He said somethin' to make you laugh
I saw that both your smiles were twice as wide as ours
Blue eyes made a joke and they both laughed. His smile pulled James's heart strings. He hadn't seen that beautiful smile in far too long.
Yeah, you look happier, you do
Ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you
James had been so busy. Keith had an athletic scholarship, but his was academic. If his grades weren't good enough, he'd lose it. He'd barely spent any time with his boyfriend.
But ain't nobody love you like I do
God how he missed him. His life let so empty without him.
Promise that I will not take it personal, baby
If you're movin' on with someone new
'Cause baby you look happier, you do
The breakup had been hard on James. But Keith was strong. He'd bounced back almost instantly. And James was happy for him. He deserved someone who made him happy.
My friends told me one day I'll feel it too
And until then I'll smile to hide the truth
Ryan and Nadia had assured him that he'd get over it, that it was for the best. But James didn't believe them.
But I know I was happier with you
Keith was his everything. He loved him more than himself.
Sat in the corner of the room
Everything's reminding me of you
James went home, and fell onto the couch. The apartment was so empty without Keith. They used to cuddle on this couch, watching a movie that they'd end up forgetting because they started kissing. In their bedroom, where they would hold each other while they slept. In the kitchen, where he and Keith would dance around and sing while making breakfast on Saturdays.
Nursing an empty bottle
And telling myself you're happier, aren't you?
His liquor cabinet was empty. He'd gone through it all not too long after the breakup and was too tired to get more. He'd hated having to breakup. But Keith wasn't happy with him anymore, and he wanted Keith to be happy.
Oh, ain't nobody hurt you like I hurt you
He'd been mad at him at first, and has even cried a bit. He thought it was out of the blue, that James had no reason to.
But ain't nobody need you like I do
When he left, James cried, and cried and cried. Keith was the light in his life, the best thing that ever happened to him. And he'd let him go.
I know that there's others that deserve you
But Keith deserved better than what James was able to give him then.
But my darlin', I am still in love with you
He loved him. He still loves him. But now wasn't their time.
But I guess you look happier, you do
My friends told me one day I'll feel it too
But Keith was happy. That'd have to do for now.
I could try to smile to hide the truth
But I know I was happier with you
James has never been happier than when he was with Keith. Even now, those memories make him smile.
'Cause baby, you look happier, you do
I knew one day you'd fall for someone new
But right now wasn't their time. Maybe in the future, he'd get another chance.
But if he breaks your heart like lovers do
Just know that I'll be waitin' here for you
James knew he would always love Keith. And maybe someday, he would love him too. If Keith ever wanted to try again, James would be here, waiting.
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Jeith/Jaith oneshots and Short Stories
FanfictionJeith/Jaith oneshots, along with Jaith Anniversary week prompts, August 2 -10. Some oneshots based on songs, prompts or even random things I've seen on insta. But lots of little things that pop into my head, and will al be at least 1000 words long...