My family was crammed into the living room watching an old sitcom on the television. It was black and white, but the dialogue was filled with so much color, I didn't really notice. I found myself giggling throughout the episode and a small weight lifted from my shoulders. I hadn't laughed in what felt like months.
The phone rang. My mother lifted off the couch and padded into the kitchen. Despite my engagement with the tv show, I found it very easy to remove my attention and divert it to the kitchen. My mother was speaking Mandarin; the realization of whom she must be speaking to sent my ears ringing.
A small wail echoed through to the living room. I stood up and shot into the kitchen. My mother was seated at the dining table with her head in her hands.
"Mama," I said.
My mother squeaked but did not look up.
"What happened, Mama? Was it Aunt Ming?"
"Another one, Margaret."
I was suddenly frozen in place. I had been expecting this, hadn't I? Why was the news such a shock? "Another girl went missing? From the group home?" All the saliva in my mouth had dissipated.
My mother nodded into her hands. She then glanced upwards and caught my eye; they must have been a reflection of each other, all pain and worry.
I sat down beside her. "Mama, did Ming say the name of the girl who went missing?" Heat was rising in my cheeks.
My mother slid me a look of confusion. "Why do you want a name?"
I bit my lip. "I don't know. Just wondering." It was the worst lie I had ever told, but my mother was still so absorbed in worry, she seemed to let it go.
"Oh, Margaret. So many in such a short time – never this many."
"I know, Mama."
The rest of the night had consumed me in another fog. Nothing was clear; everything was masked and unrecognizable. I had to know who went missing but was terrified of the answer. I would call Shun in the morning from a payphone and see who it was, although, part of me already knew. The weight I had released in front of the television that night was back, and it was stronger and denser than ever before.
I didn't sleep a wink. My mind played tricks on me again, and with every glance to a corner of my bedroom, I saw a shadow lurking. Pulling the covers over my head, I vowed to stay under until morning. The light, I argued, would be my only reprieve.
When morning finally did arrive, my head pounded something fierce. I avoided looking into the mirror because I knew the reflection I would see: dark bags, pale skin, and puffy eyes. Instead, I slipped into a pair of jeans and sweatshirt and made for the kitchen to resume my normal morning routine. Although, nothing felt normal about it.
After I walked my sister's to school, I beelined for a pay phone. My heart hammered in my ears as the line rang and rang. On the last ring, someone picked up, but it wasn't Shun.
"Carrie?" I asked.
"Who's calling?"
"It's Margaret Ren."
"Oh."
"I – uh – I heard another girl went missing."
Silence.
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The Great Divide
Teen FictionTwo sworn enemies, one despairing secret. It's not a secret that Margaret Ren and James O'Brian hate each other. They've been sworn enemies since they first met, and for good reason. With a city divided into two halves, Margaret hails from the east...