Blood Loss in the Bathroom Stall

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I wonder if
(Get these thoughts out of my head)

I think endlessly

(My worst nightmare)

Maybe I lost myself too deeply

to reach out towards anything that could plague me.

(They scratch my hands.
              Don't
  Touch
me)

If it will help me
I don't want it.

Don't let it save me.

I want my own demise.

I will destroy myself,
Not anything else.

Maybe that's why they say I'm sick,
My pride is twisted 
And too hard to swallow,
So it must be spit.

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