• Bts Angst •

「 jungkook 」

It was now august 10, 2020. His ex only gave him a few more days to think about what she said. Jungkook was now sitting infront of y/n.

"I'm asking you something."jungkook snapped out from his thoughts and lifted his head up to look at y/n. He feels his chest tightened. Why does it hurt?why?there was no exact reason why but..in his head he kept thinking about leaving y/n.

Is that why his chest keeps hurting?

Maybe he doesn't really want to leave her?but his ex told him that he should. What should he do?

"Yeah.."he mumbled and y/n just looked at him with teary eyes. Were they really gonna let their relationship fall apart so easily?it was obvious.

Just sitting infront of eachother alone in silence was all what they needed to finally see in each other's eyes that things weren't gonna go well.

They both now knew what was going to happen.

But why isn't no one talking?why aren't the both of them trying to fix things?

They just needed to open their mouths and say what the wanna say.

But all they were just doing was asking and asking and asking.

If they wanted to ask so bad—why can't they ask—"are we still okay?"

They continue to look at eachother with eyes brimming in tears.

Please say something..- Y/n thought

Say something..please - jungkook thought

Jungkook broke eye contact and stared at nothing but the ground. He needed to break up with her now, if he doesn't, his ex would leave him again. He didn't wanna be left alone no more!

He just wanted someone to stay with him.

Everything was just blurry and painful for the both of them. They were quiet compared to their messy thoughts and their scared beating hearts.

"Y-y/n.."he choked out. He couldn't even speak properly. He coughed and cleared his throat, while wiping his tears away.

"Please stay."

That's what y/n wanted to hear.

"We nee-"before jungkook could even try to finish his sentence, y/n had abruptly stood up. Making jungkook lift up his head once again. "Don't finish that sentence..just go."with that jungkook then stands up as well.

Don't say that..just tell me to stay..please..i need someone to tell me to stay. - jungkook helplessly thought.

He doesn't know what to think or what to believe anymore.

Should he believe his lies?or his thoughts?or his heart?—"is that..how.."jungkook trailed off as he hung his head low before bringing his right hand to cover his eyes that were pouring non stop.

"Just go."y/n quietly said, trying to restrain herself from pulling him in a hug.

Were they really gonna let their relationship fall apart..like this?

I guess so.

Jungkook lifted his head up but now didn't meet up her eyes. He just grabbed his phone and walked away after turning around. Y/n on the other hand was still looking at him with her eyes pouring out salty tears, with the back of her hand on her lips trying to cover her cries.

When jungkook had finally gone, y/n didn't bother to cover her cries anymore. She lets herself sit on the chair once again before wailing and sobbing nonstop, hoping for the pain to go away.