• Bts Angst •

「 namjoon 」

IMPORTANT:
Dear readers! all the f*ck will be change to fudge...maybe all the cursing words and stuff will be changed into something else,i dont know...but always vote and always comment

Saranghaeee readers❤

Y/n's POV
I was cooking breakfast for me and my boyfriend when i heard him shouted making me roll my eyes

"OH MY FUDGING GOD THAT WASNT FAIR!YOUR SO IN DANGER MOTHA FUDGER!"

He just wont stop playing hid stupid game with his computer and because of that he doesnt even have time for me...

"Babe get down here now!"i shouted but im not angry though "later i need to win this!"he shouted back

"Ugh..."i got the plate and the juice as i put it on the tray and went to our room

"Seriously namjoon you need to stop playing that game...we have a date later and remember that...its our anniversary and we need to buy our wedding stuffs..."i explained as i place the tray on his table

"Hey babe!are you even listening?"i asked but no response

"ARGH WE LOST"he shouted as he cursed

"Babe eat first"

"Ugh fine!"he said annoyed and started to eat...but suddenly stopped and quickly went to his pc

"Finished"he said "no babe finish your breakfast...i made it for you...extra special just like you want it"i smiled

But he ignored me and continued to play with his pc

I sighed and got the tray and went to the kitchen

I started to eat my breakfast when an hour later i saw him leaving the house but before he did i called his name

"Babe where are you going?"i asked "somewhere..."he said "babe"i gave him the tell-me look

"Look we have a game today an important one...this is the final game of all so i need to go"he explained

"but babe!its our anniversary...you never even had a time for me...im your girlfriend for god sakes!You always choose your stupid game over me!when will you stop playing?!"i groaned in frustration

"Ill come back home later i promise..."he sighed before talking

"Fine...ill wait..."i looked down...trying not to cry...when suddenly i felt a hug...

"Ill be back before you know it promise..."

"Ok...i trust you..."i said smiling as i felt lips on mine

"Goodluck"

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9:56pm
I waited and waited...looking at the meal i made that is now cold...

I waited for the door to be unlocked by namjoon

I waited for namjoon to come home saying hppy anniversary

I waited for namjoon...to fullfill his promise

But he didnt came...

I looked at the dress im wearing...holding the ring he used when he proposed to me...

"Where are you n-namjoon...you promised..."i cried

Namjoon's POV
"OH MY GOD WE WON!!!FINALLY!!!"

"WOHOOOOOOO!!!"

"Nice one guys!"

"I cant believe it oh my fudging god!"

"LETS CELEBRATE!"

I looked at my watch to see its already 9:56pm...and thats when i remembered y/n

"Shit!"i quickly ran to the car and drove to our house

"Y/n!"i quickly opened the door...to see her no where

But my eyes saw all the meals she prepared for us

The candles that were already melted...

The food that was already cold...

Then my eyes caught something...and that made my heart ache

I saw the ring i gave her placed on the dining table

With...a letter?

I opened it....

Dear namjoon...my baby...my joonie...my one and only...i know it sounds cheesy...but hey i dont care...you know how much i love to be so cheesy...btw...happy anniversary!you could heat the meal i made for us if your hungry or you could just throw it away...if your reading this then probably your holding the ring...and now...i want to end what we have now...im so tired namjoon...so tired of waiting for you touch...so tired of waiting for your kisses and hugs...so tired of waiting for you...everyday all you do was play in your computer...i even thought about you marying the pc...we were supposed to be in a date...and tomorrow were going to buy the wedding things...but now...i dont want to continue what we had...you made me face the truth...the painful truth...the truth that you chose your game over me...you broke your promise again namjoon...like always...its hurts so bad...i still love you...but ill try to move on...and im not over reacting...its just that i had enough...im so tired...we had been like this since our 6th anniversary...we were so happy back then when suddenly you got addicted playing a game that doesnt even exist in reality...you chose something that you cant have in reality over me...you chose something that doesnt even exist over me...it hurts but i respect you...dont even try contacting me or texting me...i love you but i will try to forget...try to move on too kay?and i dont even know if you still love me...but just take care of yourself...always eat...or you could just buy something...goodbyenamjoon...im sorry...

Yours truly,
Y/n

READERS SORRY LIKE REALLY SORRY...IM SO SO SORRRYYY I SLEPT LIKE 2PM AND NOW I UPDATED NOW AT 9

IM SO SO SORRRYYY IF IT TOOK SO LONG...IM REALLY SORRRY

I WAS JUSTREALLY TIRED BECAUSE WE WENT TO SINGAPORE...AND I WAS TIRED AS HELL...

SO VERY SORRRY REALLY...AND THAT WAS THE REASON WHY I CANT UPDATE

SO AFTER I PUBLISH 3 CHAPTERS

THERES MORE COMING UP!

SORRY AGAIN DEARR READERS...VERY SORRY
PROMISE IT WONT HAPPEN AGAIN...

SARANGHAE READERS❤🖤