• Bts Angst •

「 namjoon 」

Hey readerss this is a request from @Jung_Drea i hope you guys like ittt💖💕

Author's POV
"I told you y/n im really busy i have to finish these, we need it tomorrow.."the girl sighed and watched his boyfriend continue his work.

"But today is really special..dont you remeber?"y/n asked "its just wednesday."namjoon says as he continued to do his work

Y/n was in the verge of her tears but she stopped herself, she didnt want to cry so she just held back her tears and she just continued to watch him.

She stayed quiet until it was already 11pm.."11:11..namjoonie make a wishhhh"y/n says smiling widely

Namjoon and y/n always made a wish everytime the clock hits 11:11 because both of them believed that when the clock hits 11:11 you can make a wish and it will come true.

But namjoon ignored her and continued to work"namjoon"y/n whined, wanting for namjoon to atleast look at her and talk to her. "Joonie--"

"I wish for you to just stop talking to me, i just wish for you to stop disturbing me even for just a bit cant you see im busy y/n!do you know how much work and how hard this is?!especially when i can't focus because there's someone disturbing me!"he yelled making y/n flinch..

Namjoon stood up and pushed her out of their room and slammed the door right infront of her face

She closed her eyes and leaned her forehead on the door.."i wish for you to be happy even if we broke up or not and if we do break up, i wish for you to be happy and find someone that can be with you and stay with you..and love you with all of her heart.."she whispered softly.

She couldn't help but feel like something bad would happen. They would always find theirselves fighting over small things, so it was pretty obvious that their relationship was on the line.

She made her way to the guestroom and slept there alone..because she knows that namjoon wont let her in.

Y/n sighed as she sat down on the floor while her back was leaning on the side of the bed..she looked at the floor and finally let her tears escape from her eyes, she brought her knees to her chest and hugged herself.

"It hurts."y/n felt her chest tightened while her hand unconsciously made it's way to her chest, she clenched her shirt and sighed－it hurts so bad.

She couldn't help but think about their current situation..they had been so distant and so cold to eachother. She wanted to fix things and make it up to him, but she doesn't know how.

She always wanted to talk to namjoon about their relationship, about them..but he's always so busy so she couldn't have a proper conversation with him. Heck they couldn't even go out even just for a walk.

Y/n sniffed and wiped her tears.

She missed him so much..she just wanted to talk,she wanted to have a alone time with him..she wanted to feel his love again.

Because of the current fights they had, she would find herself thinking that namjoon is falling out of love. Y/n felt as if namjoon doesn't love her anymore, it scared her.

She felt as if she wasn't needed anymore..

Does he even care about what was happening to us?

Y/n soon fell asleep on the floor at around 2 am in the morning. She didn't bother to wash up, she just feels tired and empty..

As for namjoon

He was still awake. Sighing, he stopped whatever what he was doing and stood up. He wasn't that dumb, he knew how much y/n was hurting, and it hurts him that he couldn't do anything to help her.