Unexpected

38.

After Ashton left i just watched some tv. It felt nice to do absolutely nothing for a while. I hadn't been able to do that in a long time.

Besides the nurses nobody came to visit for a few hours.

The nurses had put down food for me to eat but i just couldn't bring myself to do that. The nausea from the medication had faded but i still felt weird. Like somebody had clued a rock on top of my stomach. Besides i was finally the perfect weight according to my mother.

Somebody knocked on my door and i instantly knew that it was Calum because all the nurses didn't knock.

"How are we doing?" He said with a big smile as he went to grab my chart.

"Beter than yesterday." I said as i turned the tv off.

He pointed to the untouched food. "Still feeling sick?"

I shook my head."No besides a doll pain in my stomach in feel fine."

"Then why haven't you eaten yet?" He said a bit concerned.

I shrugged, i wanted him to leave it.

"You need to eat." He said firmly.

I shook my head. "I'm not hungry."

"I didn't ask if you were hungry, i said that you needed to eat." He said as he put the food infront of me.

"Fine."

I ate the food with an angry face as Calum gave me a proud smile.

"How long do i have to stay here?" I asked once i was done eating.

"Probably just one or 2 more days."

I nodded. I didn't know if i should be happy about that or not. I hated staying in the hospital but i also didn't want to go home.

"You're not done eating are you?" He asked as i put the still half full bowl of soup down.

"I am done." I said hesitantly because i knew it wasn't the answer that he wanted.

He sat down on the end of my bed and looked at me with a worried face. "You've lost a lot of weight these last few weeks and that concerns me."

"It's not that bad."

He shook his head. "It is. Especially for someone who is recovering from a surgery. You need to eat to make sure that your body has enough energy to heal itself."

"What if i tell you that i like the way i look right now and I'm scared that gaining weight will change that." I said softly.

"Then i will say that we need to get you some help to see that your damaging your body and that you're a beautiful person no matter what your weight is."

I put my bowl back on my lap and continued to eat it until it was empty.

"I don't exactly care about my weight but my mom does" I said as put the empty bowl down.

Before Calum could say anything back my mum barged into my room with Jack even though i had specifically said that i didn't want him to see me.

Calum was just as surprised as me when they entered the room.

"Becky!" Jack yelled happy as he ran towards me.

Luke walked into the room behind my mom and Jack. He mounted a "I'm sorry" to me.

I faked a smile and helped Jack on my bed. "What are you doing here?"

"I came to make sure that you haven't died yet." He said joking.