Unexpected

24.

I definitely didn't plan on waking up early after a night out but i wanted to talk to Becky before she left for school.

I quietly got out of bed, making sure that i didn't wake Diana up.

I knocked on Becky's door and walked in. I squatted next to her bed and gently shook her awake.

"Is it already time for school." She aksed without opening her eyes.

"No yet but i wanna talk to you."

She opened her eyes and sat up. "What do you want?" She said grumpy. She definitely wasn't a morning person.

"I wanna talk about what you said to me last night." I said as i sat next to her on the bed.

"What did i say?" She asked.

"What exactly do you remember from last night?" I said softly.

A small smile appeared on her face. "The performance went exactly how i wanted it to go. Adam looked so proud and then the applause."

"Do you what happend after that?"

The smile on her face disappeared. "Vaguely, i went to the back with Adam and then you guys came in to take me home."

"When we were driving home i asked you if anything like that had happened before and you said yes. What did you mean when you said yes?" I asked trying to find eye contact.

She shrugged. "That i wasn't the first that a boy made my high and then tried to fuck me."

I was surprised by how easy she said something like that to me.

"And that isn't a big deal to you?" I asked a little confused.

She shook her head. "Not really, it's usually forgotten in the morning."

"I don't know but that sounds a lot like sexual assault to me."

She let out a small laugh. "It's not assault if i didn't resist. I never said no to them."

"But did you say yes?" I asked her.

Her smile faded. "No, but i also never said no. I never told him to stop or tried to push him off. I figured that it was better to just let it happen. The more relaxed I was the less it would hurt and the less i would remember it in the morning. Besides he was my boyfriend at the time so he loved me, he would never hurt me." She said almost ashamed.

I grabbed her hand and looked her in the eyes. "You have to right to say no. No one should force you into things that you don't want to do."

"That's not what my mom said." She said as she stepped out of bed.

"What do mean?"

"Nevermind. I never really understood her but i do understand you."

She sat back down and layed her hand on mine."Thank you."

I didn't know if she really understood me but i didn't want to ask more about it right now. Because it was clearly not bothering her and i didn't want it to bother her  by talking more about it.

Becky

School sucked, Maddy wasn't at school because she didn't feel like it.

Adam was supposed to pick me up after school but i cancelled those plans. After the things Ashton had said i really doubted if i could trust him.

I had to walk home. It was further than i expected but then again it was my own choice.

Luke and Jack were sitting in the living room when i got home.

"What are you guys doing?" I asked as i walked into the living room.

"Look." Jack said with a happy voice as he held up his painted nails.

"Wow that's really pretty."

"What about mine?" Luke asked with a smile as he showed his nails.

It was very obvious that Jack had painted them because they were very messy. But i still found it absolutely adorable.

"Also very pretty." I said with a big smile.

"I did them." Jack said proud.

"Yeah i can tell, it's really good." I said not trying to sound sarcastic.

"But you can better wash it off before mom sees it." I said to Jack.

My mother was very strict about how we repented ourself and she absolutely hated it when Jack wore nail polish. She said that boys aren't allowed to wear it because it's for girls.

He nodded with a sad face. "I know."

"What do you mean?" Luke asked me confused.

"Our mother doesn't think that boys can wear nail polish. Last time i painted his nails she absolutely freaked out."

"That's ridiculous. Don't take it off Jack, I'll talk to your mother." He said offended.

"Good luck." I said to him as i walked to my room.

"Did you tell him to say that?" My mom said angry as she barged into my room not even 30 minutes later.

"What are talking about?" I said annoyed.

"Luke just gave me an entire speech why men can wear nail polish."

"Okay? Good for you i guess." I had absolutely no idea what she was trying to accomplish by talking to me.

She stepped closer to me and grabed my phone from my hands. "Don't give me that fucking attitude. Did you tell him to say that?" She yelled in my face.

I stood up and looked her in the eyes. "No i did not."

She slapped my cheek. "Don't lie to me."

I was so done with her. "Fine i told him to say that. You happy now?"

She gave me a smile. "I'm keeping your phone until you learn to speak for yourself."

I was trying my absolute best to not hit her back or yell at her. I fucking hated her. She made such a huge problem of the little thing.

"Give it back." I said as she was about to walk away.

"Excuse me?" She said surprised.

"You heard me. Give it back." I held my hand forward.

"You know what?" She said tiredly. I could tell that her engery had ran out.

She walked towards me like she was drunk. I may not be a doctor but i was smart enough to know that she was going to pass out.

"Mom you need to sit down." I tried to say but it was already to late. I was just in time to catch her.

"Shit." I whispered as i slowly layed her on the ground.

I grabbed my phone and put it back in my pocket before i called for help. "Luke!" I yelled knowing that he was the only one at home right now.

"What happened?" He aksed worried as he ran into the room.

"We had an argument and i think that caused her to pass out." I told him.

He nodded and carefully picked her up. I followed him to Ashton's room where he layed her in bed.

"She's getting worse, isn't she?" I asked Luke.

He sighed as he looked at my mom. "Yes she is but she refuses to believe that."