• Bts Angst •

「 jikook 」

"Hyung.."he whispered as he feels his chest tightening. "You said you missed me to-"jimin didn't even bother letting him finish when he suddenly marched towards the food on the table and he cleans it up.

And by cleaning it up, it means throwing them to the trash can. The younger's eyes widened and immediately tushed towards his hyung, trying to stop him. "H-hyung stop!what a-are you doing?!"jungkook grabbed him by his arm which made jimin even more upset.

So he turned around and aggressively shoved him with all of his strength which caught jungkook off guard. He stumbled back and stopped when his back had roughly collided with the counter. He hissed and whimpered as he feels pain washing over him.

"H-hyung stop"his voice wavered as his vision was starting to get blurry because of his tears. "You fucking idiot. Are you blind?!or are you just really dumb?!"jimin yells as he purposely hits the glass of water making it harshly shatter on the ground.

"Hyung w-why are you doing this?"he snivelled as he looks at his hyung with watery eyes he was so close to sobbing and wailing by how much everything had pained him.

"I fucking hate you."the older snarled, clenching his jaw as he looks at jungkook with full hatred. And jungkook hates it, there was no more of jimin's usual loving and comforting eyes. "w-why—"

"I shouldn't have let you in. I should've just left you right from the start."

The younger couldn't believe what he was hearing. Does jimin hates me that much?

"Just to make it clear, you fucking nut head. I don't love you anymore."

And just like that jimin snatched his things off the ground and went upstairs to his bedroom. Jungkook was left dumbfounded and unhappy. He felt a familiar stinging pain taking over his chest as he just registered what had just happened.

He unknowingly takes a step forward as everything was starting to get clear. The food was gone and was now in the trashcan, and there's a shattered glass on the ground. He could still feel his back throbbing in pain but it was nothing compared to the burning sensation he was feeling in his chest.

His hands shakily grabs his phone and called jin.

"Oh kook-ah?did everything go well?"

Jungkook stayed quiet but his sobs could clearly be hears and that immediately alerted jin that everything did not go well.

"jungkook-ah where are y-"

"hyung i want to die."

The next day, jimin woke up with an head ache. He couldn't clearly recall or remember what had happened last night. All he could still remember was him crying all night when he was on his bed until he just fell asleep.

Why was i crying?

Did something happen?maybe. He couldn't figure it out. He feels like as if something was missing. And it didn't feel good. Then something clicked inside of him. Jungkook.

And finally he remembered. He abruptly shook off the covers and stood up from the bed as he recalls the memories from last night.

Last night.

They had a fight. Jimin bursted out. He had hurt him. He fucking yelled at him.

Jimin last night when he reached his bedroom, he was wailing. He was crying. He didn't completely know why he did that. And he had no excuse for his actions.

And last night he was supposed to go back downstairs and apologise for what he did. He was supposed to make it right.

But he haven't gotten the chance to do so because he was crying too much and he felt light headed which made him fall fast asleep.

"j-jungkook?"he called

Jungkook was nowhere to be found.

He tried looking outside, the other rooms, the kitchen, the living room, everywhere. And he still couldn't find him.

"n-no—jungkook's gone.."jimin shook his head trying to convince his self that jungkook didn't left him. Jungkook loves him right?jungkook won't ever leave him right?

Jungkook is the only one who stayed beside him even at his worst.

He won't leave me..right?

The morning went on and before jimin knew it, it was already 4 in the afternoon. He tried calling his number numerous times but he wasn't answering. He tried calling his friends that knows jungkook but still hadn't got anything.

He tried calling jin, since jin was the closest one to jungkook.

But even jin told him he doesn't know where he is. Jin had told him that the younger had called him last night, he told him- he wanted to die. And just like that, jungkook had hang up and suddenly disappeared.

If jungkook had left, he'll still comeback for jimin right?

"J-jungkook loves m-me. He couldn't possible l-leave me..n-no."he shook his head, proceeding to believe that jungkook will comeback.

Maybe jungkook is just at the grocery store?maybe he's just at the mall?he'll come back.

Jungkook will come back..he loves me.

Jimin sobbed and wailed.

"h-he really..left me.."

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