• Bts Angst •

「 jikook 」

Jungkook smiled at the happy thoughts flooding his mind. Almost forgetting that he was about to cook dinner. Usually the both of them doesn't really eat at night, since jimin doesn't even bother to acknowledge him so jungkook doesn't bother either. He also doesn't want jimin getting upset.

Because he once told jungkook that he was starting to get fat and ugly.

Sure it pained jungkook but he thought that it was alright. Maybe his hyung was just worried about him being unhealthy?

But if jungkook hadn't been raised to be a positive thinker then he might've figured out that jimin wasn't really worried about him. If he hadn't been raised to be a positive thinker, then he might've figured it out by now that jimin doesn't love him anymore.

And so yeah, because of what jimin had said-jungkook didn't eat at all. He'd starve his self and would always convince his self that he's doing it for his hyung. So that his hyung would love him even more.

Jimin is a very important person to him. Even though he was being treated so badly, he couldn't help but still stay. He has no where to go to. He only has jimin. Jimin is his lover, his family.

"And done!"jungkook happily looked at the food he made. Of course he contacted one of jimin's friends to ask for some help. And no one could be a person to help than Kim Seokjin. Sure jungkook and jin became friends and was close-that still doesn't compare to his and jimin's relationship.

Jungkook was still a shy bunny.

"Thank you so much hyung!"jungkook beamed as he hears jin chuckle on the other line "what got you so bubbly and happy kook?"his hyung asks and jungkook hummed as he places the phone down since it was a video call.

While he was cleaning the kitchen he answered jin's question "jimin hyung said he misses me too!"jungkook smiled and flashed his famous bunny smile to jin. Jin raised both of his eyebrows and forced a smile.

"That's great!"

Jin was confused. Is the old jimin finally coming back?

But nevertheless he was happy for the kid.

Maybe he is.

Jungkook glanced at the clock and sees that it's almost 12am in the midnight. Sure it was a late dinner but he still hopes that jimin would like it. "Hyung I'll update you tomorrow about it!thank you so much for your help hyung!"the younger waved and smiled as he giggles still feeling giddy inside.

"No problem kook."

And then as if on cue, he hears the door open and shut. Finally hyungie is home!

"Jiminie!"jungkook smiled as he rushes towards his hyung, not realising that he called jimin by his nickname. Jimin raised an eyebrow and sees the food on the table and then he glances to jungkook who's smiling widely.

Jimin was already annoyed.

But he could clearly see how much jungkook's eyes were sparkling as if the stars in the sky were no longer there and were now inside his eyes.

"Didn't i told you to don't wait for me?"

Jungkook took a step back when jimin walks right past him. "Hyung i made dinner."jungkook says with full joy in his voice "it's 12am, I'm going to sleep."jungkook huffed and frowned "hyung no, we're going to eat."the younger said as he walks towards him and pulls him by his hand.

"Don't fucking touch me."jimin hissed which made jungkook let go. Jungkook stared at him with sad eyes. "What's wrong hyung?"

"What the fuck do you think you're doing?"jimin snapped dropping his stuff on the ground as he stares at jungkook hard. "Huh?"jungkook was starting to get confused, i thought you missed me?why are you suddenly like this?- jungkook thought.