We have finished our dinner right now and both of our parents are taking about business again... We are now in the living room, having different worlds of our own...
Tristan is playing with Ryle and I thought it would be awkward for him dahil first time nyang makita si Tristan but I was wrong because they already gotten close to each other, nakatingin lang ako sa kanila, pinapanuod si Tristan habang masayang nakikipaglaro kay Ryle, and sometimes I will check Ryle's reaction if he fell awkward or whatever...
"Stop staring, matutunaw yan..." Bulong ni Kuya sa tenga ko and I flinched
"Yah!!! Don't scare me like that..." Reklamo ko pero tinawanan nya lang ako
"Im not scarying you, Im just saying that you should stop staring dahil baka matunaw..."
"Im not staring Kuya... Im just looking at them play..."
"Hmmm"
"Oo nga kase...."
"What? I didn't say anything..."
"Ewan ko sayo..." I just said
Hindi ko na ulit tiningnan sina Tristan dahil baka mahuli nanaman ako ni Kuya at asarin nanaman nya ako... Its hard to ignore the feeling of me wanting to hug the hell out of him dahil sobrang miss na miss ko na sya, but I think we don't feel the same way kaya I need to stop myself from doing so. And I've already made a promise to myself that I will accept the fact that, it isn't me anymore well its never been me since the beginning...
'Ngayong nakilala na nya yung babaeng mahal at mamahalin nya, sino ba naman ako para pigilan yun diba? Im just a friend for him nothing else but a friend... A worthless friend according to him...' I sadly smiled at the thought
"Baby?" Kuya again whispered
"Hmm?" I hummed
"Wanna talk?"
"About what? You have a problem?"
"No its not about me... Well, I mean, are you okay?" He hesitantly said
"Ofcourse I am... Why wouldn't I be okay?" I asked him
"Well you know, he's here and the incident in the hospital days ago I thought it affected you so much and him being here wasn't a good idea at all..." He said
"Kuya... Im okay, walang kaso sakin kung nandito sya or kahit sino man, and about the incident days ago, yes it affected me but its okay now, I understand, well Im trying to understand but yeah its okay..." I said then looked away
Sean's POV
Its really bothering me.... Kanina pa tahimik si Allie, tapos kanina nahuli ko syang nakatitig kay Jacob, I don't know what she really feels dahil simula kanina pa lang she's acting like everything was alright, she even try to wash away the awkwardness between us all...
Days ago, hindi sya ganito, she's always crying saying that she needs him, that she wants him, that she know he'll be here, and when he's already here and she saw that he's with someone, she started acting like this, acting that everything is okay even if it's hurting her, acting like she's fine when honestly she's not, holding herself back from breaking down when that was the one she badly want to do right now... So I decided if I can talk to her or if she'll tell what she's thinking about...
"Baby?" I whispered carefully
"Hmm?" She hummed
"Wanna talk?" I asked trying really hard
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Her Hidden Pain (Pain Series #1)
FanfictionAllie Rose Garcia, is a girl with a jolly personality, lovable and an always positive girl, but.. that was all before when she think no one will leave her, because that's what they told her... Especially HIM...
