Her Hidden Pain (Pain Series #1)

CHAPTER 96: (CONSEQUENCES)

Margoux's POV

I know... I know it's my fault too, it may not be entirely my fault but I'm one of them. I'm one of the reason why Allie is in a critical state and why Tita is now gone without having a chance to spend a life with her son...

I know it's too late but I do regret everything... Handa akong pagbayaran yung kasalanan na nagawa ko... I know the consequences and I'm not afraid of it, what I'm afraid of is what will be the reaction I will get if they know that I'm one of the reason why all of this happened..

The guilt I felt got worst even more when I remembered the way they accept me in their group, in their lives....

I'm sitting on one of the vacant seat in the waiting area when a police officer entered the area... I know why he's here but I'm still too afraid for how will they react, natatakot ako sa maaaring maging reaction ni Jace. Allie is his world before me and I know that Jace still cared for her and he'll do anything just to protect her... I'm afraid he will get to the point that he won't even want to see me anymore. He's the reason why I changed my mind with this plan but it's already too late and now I have to face tge consequences without having a choice...

"Baby... Hey stop crying... Everything's gonna be okay... It's not your fault..." I heard Jace said while hugging me

I cried even more because of what he said. I wish it was not my fault, I wish I was never with them, I wish I rejected them when they approached me... I wish I never let my  jealousy control my emotion...

"At yung isa nilang kasama ay pinangalanan ng suspect na si Margoux Clayton na sya ring pamangkin ng mastermind..." I heard the police officer said and I abruptly stand up

I remained on my feet for a little while but when I saw Kuya Ver taking a step back while shaking his head, my legs gave out...

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." Paulit ulit kong sinasabi pero alam kong hindi nila ako naririnig

"M-max?" I heard Kuya Ver called me in his weka voice

I look up at him but he's looking at Jace. I also glance at Jace and I saw him looking at me with confusion... I tried to stand up kahit na sobrang nanghihina yung mga binti ko...

"K-kuya---" I said as I try approached him

"No.. D-don't... Please don't call me t-that... I-i don't know what I can do to you..." He said and I stop

I just cry as I tried my hardest to be on my feet...

"I-I'm sorry..." I cried

"Why Margoux? WHY?! HINDI KA PA BA NAKUNTENTO NA INILAYO MO SAKIN SI ALLIE DATI?! HA?! AKALA KO NAGBAGO KA NA!!! BAKIT MARGOUX?! ANONG KASALANAN KO SAYO?!" I flinched when Kuya Ver yelled like he doesn't care about anyone anymore

I look up at him, tears still present on my face

"Why?! Bakit lahat ng mahal ko kailangan kunin nyo sakin... Bakit?" I heard him mumbled and that's my last straw. My legs gave out and I fall hard on the floor

"I'm sorry...." I cried as I clutched my chest trying so hard to calm my heart

I don't know how to face him anymore... I don't know how to face them anymore....

I look up at Jace trying to read him but the confusion on his face earlier was no longer there.... He's looking at me with his expressionless face...

"Babe--" I tried to reach out for his hand but he slap mine away

"I-I can't believe you did that..." He said and I can't help but cry even more

"I trusted you Margoux!! I opened myself and my heart again for you because I thought you understand me!!! I can't believe you Margoux!! Did you ever love me? O ginamit mo lang ako para sa mga plano nyo???" He snapped at me

"ANSWER ME!!! DO YOU REALLY LOVE ME?"

"I DO!! I do love you..." I answered and I flinched when I saw him punch the wall so hard that it make his fist bleed

"BULLSHIT!!! THEN WHY? Why Margoux? Why did you do it?" He asked but I remained silent and look down on the ground

"I'm... I'm sorry..." That's the only thing that go out of my mouth after a minute of silence

"I can't believe you..." He said and I saw him taking of the promise ring we gave to each other

"I'm sorry Margoux... I can't be with you anymore..." I heard him say and he throw the ring in front of him and that's when I heard the door getting slammed

I cried and reach out for the ring in front of me... This is what I'm scared about... For them to leave me alone all over again... For them to see me as the antagonist of their lives... For Jace to see me as a person who only use him...

Third Person's POV

Everything is a blurr for Clover... First his Mom getting killed by his OWN father and his Mom being the mastermind for all of this, second Allie being in a critical condition again and they have no idea if it's gonna be good and if Allie will gonna survive this time and lastly his cousin, his princess, Margoux being one of the suspect in this incident... He doesn't know what to do anymore... He felt dead yet he's breathing...

Clover's POV

"Clover... C'mon dude stand up... Everything's gonna be alright, Allie is a strong girl... She'll make it... C'mon..." I felt Sean's hand on my shoulder

I was about to say something but got interupted when a group of nurses rushed to the emergency room...

"Fuck! No! No... No... No.. please No..." I heard Sean said and started running after the nurses

I just stared at him and stand up even though I still can't feel my legs...

"Miss C'mon, you need to stand up and come with us..." I heard some police officer said and I look at their way and I wish I didn't

I saw Margoux looking at me with her eyes red because of crying and her eyes full of regrets... I look away from her as I saw the police officer drag her out of the room...

'I don't know what to feel about you anymore, Max... I don't know if I can even forgive you for this...' I thought in my head

"HURRY UP!!! THE PATIENT'S HEART STOP BEATING!!! FASTER!!! WE NEED MORE HANDS IN HERE!!!" A nurse shouted in the emergency room where Allie is right now

"FUCK!!!" I cursed out loud as I rushed to the emergency room and I found Sean pacing back and fort....

"No... No... No... Please... Allie... Baby fight for us please..." I heard Sean said but I don't have a time to come to him and confront him about what is happening

I go directly to the door and peak at the glass window there... I can't clearly see anything inside because of the nurses that ii surrounding Allie's bed...

"No... No... No... Baby please... You can do it... Please... Please... I need you... We're still going to escape right... Please... Fight for me baby..."

And that's when I heard the deafening sound that I don't even want to here in my whole life...

"No... No... No... Baby... No... Please... NO!!!"
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A/N: Every mistakes we make, there's always a consequences we need to face, it's either for you to take it and admit your mistakes or run away from it and just live your life with full of fear and lies...

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-Moi 🥀