Miserable(jinkook)

pregnancy truth

"N-namjoon...",Yoongi gasped

"Yes its me Yoongi",Namjoon came little closer for which yoongi went back instantly.

"Hmm..are you still pining with it? Is it your guilt that is making you like this?",Namjoon questioned at his action

"Please go back. I dont have anything to talk. This is omega's ward so alpha like you is not necessarily needed here"

"Fine fine. I 'll go back for good. But before that I have something to say for the last time",Namjoon said walking to the chair next to Yoongi and sitting there relaxing his back

"Last time?",Yoongi raised his brows

"Yes I am going US. I have flight tomorrow. Its very unlikely for me to return back so its my last chance to meet and talk to you. Keeping every hate and resentments beside cant we just talk for some mins? "

"Fine then",Yoongi too sat on his own chair

"What it is? You better make it quick"

"Its about hoseok"

"H-hoseok?",he felt like his heart broke into pieces when he heard the name.  He wasnt in this world anymore, he wasnt alive anymore, that just made him feel so miserable

"Actually, I never intend on saying this to you. I hated you...I always blamed you for Hoseok's death. Though I am the main reason for his death, I always put all those blames on you just to feel less pain"

"Namjoon..?"

" I loved my husband.  Though I realized it little late, I loved him",Namjoon puts his hand on his beating heart

"Whats the point on saying that now when he is gone Namjoon?",Yoongi stood up getting angry

"I know its late. But I also know that I never wanted him to die. After his death my life was all messed up, that was why I never tried to look up for you and come to talk about that night. I wanted you to suffer, I wanted your guilt to kill you every single day, I wanted you to blame yourself for his death..but.. ",Namjoon stood up too banging his hands on the desk

"But doing this nothing good happened. Neither my pain got less, neither I stopped blaming myself for his death. So..I am here to tell you the truth. Truths about us. Truth about Hoseok"

"W-what do you mean?"

"Hobi never wanted to come to you Yoongi"

"W-what..?"

"That night..he didnt ran away from me. No he didnt... He was on his way just to say that he doesnt want to be with you. "

"But...I mean..he messeged.."

"Yes, he texted you that he was on his way but did he ever mentioned you that he was running away from me?",Namjoon narrowed his brows

"...n-no"

"Actually the thing was.. i knew it. I knew everything about you persuading Hoseok to leave me and everything behind. That night before Hoseok was on his way to meet you we fought. He explained that he doesnt want to leave but wants to give me a chance instead. But I was so dick headed that I didnt believe on him and told him to cut all his ties with you.  I didnt believe on him and that was the only reason why he came out from our house. Just to meet you,just prove me wrong"

"So Yoongi the only reason for his death was me. He never ran away from me because you told him to do so. It was all because of me. That night he got on an accident because of me.. "

"Why..why are you telling me that now Namjoon? Why?",Yoongi felt like his whole world was sinking.

"Because I dont want you to suffer anymore yoongi. I dont want you to feel guilty for his death anymore. Moreover I dont want things to repeat once again.. so Yoongi..please take care of yourself..",Namjoon smiled for the last time before closing the door and going away from there leaving Yoongi crying alone

"Everything was a lie.. he never wanted to come to me...",Yoongi dropped on his knees crying alone when he heard a door open once again

"Jungkook..?",he called his name between sobs when he saw Jungkook this time

"Hyung?",Jungkook ran and crouched down to his height,"What happened Hyung? Are you alright? Why are you crying?",he said placing his hands on his both shoulders

"Hyung? You rarely use that word kook",Yoongi can see Jungkook's worried face

"Is that important right now?",Jungkook glared at him before grabbing his arms and making him to sit on the chair

"What happened?",Jungkook asked after Yoongi was little calm

"Dont worry about me. Just say why you are here? You dont usually visit me"

"Actually the thing is...Jin..Jin is gone"

"What? Where?",Yoongi said in suprise

"We fought..because of you.. and then he got super angry and ran away. I thought he was on his mom's house but no he wasnt. I also searched every hotel nearby but he wasnt there too",Jungkook was shocked with himself when he was slowly explaining it to Yoongi. Before coming here he swore he would beat Yoongi's ass to death but now he was feeling like he was explaining his wrong deeds to his big brother so that he can get saved with punishments.

"So it is happening again?",Yoongi frowned

"What?"

"Its repeating again Jungkook. Go search him, please find him. Keep them safe please..",Yoongi holded both of his arms making him shocked

"What are you saying? Also Them? Hyung I said only Jin is missing..."

"PUPS...",Yoongi screamed making Jungkook silent

"HE HAS YOUR PUPS INSIDE YOU KOOK. HE IS PREGNANT WITH YOUR CHILD DAMMIT"

"W-what?",Jungkook eyes remained wide open

It became too long and boring😭