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"Great! Just great"

"First it was Jeno, and now Renjun and Jaemin? Now who's next?" Mark said while walking back and forth.

"Why are they suddenly disappearing? Even our managers are panicking of what's happening" Haechan added. Mark looks at me then looked away.

"Is it my fault now? I didn't even do anything about them, why do you keep on blaming me?"

Jisung and Chenle just woke up so they went downstairs with us. They both sat on the couch, Chenle is still scratching his head, he looks annoyed while Jisung is still half asleep beside him.

"What is this noise all about? We're still sleeping but then you started shouting at each again"

"It's nothing Chenle don't worry we are just playing charades here" Haechan said while looking at me and Mark signaling us to do something.

"Ah yes we are playing, right y/n?" Marks starts acting like we are really playing.

"Then what's the given word?"

"Why would I tell you? Can't you see we are currently playing?" I laughed awkwardly.

Chenle just ignored us and went to the kitchen to eat cereal, Jisung fell asleep at the couch so we just let him sleep.

Our group became even more hiatus than before, the old 8 members became 5 real quick, speed right?

As the time goes by, we became apart from each other, maybe talk but not for too long, we always stay inside our rooms. Sometimes I do live so I can have someone to talk to.

But our fans kept on asking why is Renjun, Jaemin and Jeno are missing? Are we planning on disbanding already?

Even if go outside just to buy something, I can still hear murmurs from other people, they continue bashing our group for being inactive this few months.

I can't do anything about it because that is part of the kpop industry.

I became more depressed not only because of Mark blaming me on what happened but also about the sasaengs who keep on calling my number and saying bad words towards me.

"Slut"
"They left because of you bitch"
"You deserved it!"
"Ungrateful child!"

That's why I hate my self this past few days, luckily Chenle is always at my side as same as Jisung. I'm so grateful to have them not just friends but more likely a family to comfort you.

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