But taehyung wanted this, he wanted to be jimin's friend. He wanted to be there to wipe jimin's tears, even if his own tears weren't being wiped away at all. He wants to be there for jimin-so why was he complaining?

His feelings..taehyung's feelings doesn't matter now, all that matters now is what jimin feels..right?

"i still want to be your friend.."taehyung already knows the possible out come of this, but it's still better than nothing. The only thing he can't risk is to see another tear fall from jimin's eyes.

He can't see jimin cry again.

He knew jimin was shattered, his heart was..but he was willing to pick up the pieces even if he'd bleed. He just wants to see a smile on his face again, not a force one, but a genuine one.

"sure..I'll still be your friend."taehyung smiled and shrugged off his messy thoughts, it was starting to give him an head ache, so he just focused on jimin.

"y-you.."jimin trailed off and nervously looked up to meet taehyung's eyes "you won't leave right?"

People always leave,

Not everyone stays- "i won't."taehyung answered.

"promise?"

Promised are meant to be broken-"i promise."taehyung smiled.

End of the flashback

Jimin wondered how it all ended up to this. To him crying. To him missing taehyung. To him wondering where did it all go wrong.

*ring ring*

Finally, it's 2:00am in the morning.

Jimin looked up, he stood up. He hoped. He waited. He stared outside of his window.

Tick tock

Tick tock

Tick tock

2:17am

He suddenly feels the familiar aching pain in his heart.

He's not gonna come.

"of course he's not..i had hurt him."

Jimin frowned. He sat back down. He buried his face in his hands. He cried. He still doesn't know when taehyung is coming back..

Flashback

"jimin.."jimin smiled warmly and settled in on his seat. He tilted his head a bit when he sees taehyung, something was off.

Taehyung looked up, he smiled. Something was definitely off.

His smile. It wasn't his usual smile, the corner of his lips didn't stretched out as much. His teeth didn't show. His famous box smile didn't form.

It was just a very stiff and sad smile.

"is there something wrong?"jimin watched the brunette look down at his coffee before letting out a soft quiet sigh. It felt unusual, why was taehyung being like that?why is he so down?

Why wasn't he his usual self?

"i want to ask you a question,"jimin frowned when he hears his voice, deep and groggy, his voice almost cracking in the middle of his sentence. "what is it?"he soon finds his self fiddling with the hem of his shirt, out of a habit.

"i already..know the answer to the question I'm going to ask you.."he trailed off, his voice seemed to get a little bit more quieter by the second but jimin could still hear him. Since the only noise around was the slow and soothing music playing in the back ground.

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