• Bts Angst •

「 vmin 」

All his life he had been alone. Even though he's surrounded by numerous people, even though there's 7.8 billion people in the world－he still feels alone.

But that all changed when taehyung came bursting into his life.

Taehyung was a complete mess, but that didn't stop jimin from noticing how effortlessly, selfishly, easy-going, taehyung was. A complete some what perfect mess.

Jimin didn't realized it until now by how much taehyung had given up almost everything just for him. Jimin really felt selfish, and taehyung doesn't deserve being treated like shit.

But that's what jimin had done.

He treated him like shit － but to taehyung..taehyung didn't care at all. He already knew what he was coming for, he already knew the possibilities that could happen when things would go wrong.

But he took the risk.

It was still better than nothing.

He was willing to give up everything just for jimin, because he loves him and because that's what jimin deserves. In taehyung's eyes, jimin is perfect. He was furious, mad, angry－he didn't know why jimin was treated like shit.

But he knew since then that he wasn't going to treat jimin like shit, and if he does, he won't ever forgive himself for that.

Jimin deserves so much more..because he is so much more.

And taehyung knew right from the start that jimin needed someone, jimin needed a shoulder to cry on. So he did what he needed to do.

Taehyung didn't thought about his self for once, and just risked it all, just for the sake of jimin's happiness.

"you do know that i have feelings for you right?"

Jimin still remembers his words.

"yeah..i do."

Jimin still remembers his own words.

"i still want to be your friend.." jimin could still remember that sentence leaving from his mouth. He could still feel the lump on his throat that won't go away. He could still feel his heart beating so fast.

"why did i say that"jimin whispered to his self again. He really was selfish. Because even though that taehyung likes him, jimin still wanted him to be his friend.

Even though he knew that taehyung would get hurt in the end.

"but he started it. He was the one who first asked me to be his friend..and when i asked him..he agreed..so it's his fault then.."

It's not my fault right? － jimin thought.

But..because of me..he's hurt.

Flashback

Taehyung smiled widely but immediately frowns when he sees jimin crying. "hey..what's wrong?"jimin stiffened when taehyung's hand made it's way to his shoulder.

Get a grip jimin.

"taehyung..i want to continue..what we have."taehyung felt his heart ache－it wasn't a bad news to taehyung..it was sort of a good news..right?

"you do know that i have feelings for you right?"taehyung waited patiently for his answer as he watches jimin fiddle with the hem of his shirt.

"yeah..i do."taehyung stayed quiet for a bit, not knowing what to say. Does he even care about..atleast what i feel?－taehyung thought.