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「 yoonkook 」

"Jungkook－"jungkook shakes his head and avoided eyecontact "please i-i don't want to see y-you!i-it hurts－n-no!"jungkook sobbed and tried to run away but yoongi was much more stronger than him since jungkook hasn't been eating and sleeping properly making his body weak.

Yoongi, however, felt himself crying. He couldn't stand to see jungkook like this, he knew that it was because of him, but he wants to fix things.

He wanted to fix things with jungkook.

"Jungkook look at me"jungkook shaked his head and whimpered when yoongi held him by the waist when he tried to run away again.

He weakly punched him in the chest non stop begging for the older to let him go, as he didn't really want to see him.

"N-no please.."yoongi softly caressed his back and his head when jungkook had slowly calm down and stopped throwing punches.

And now, he was just crying in yoongi's arms.

"I'm here jungkook..don't cry.."yoongi continued to comfort the younger and whispered nothing bt sweet things in jungkook's ear.

"w-why did you do t-that－why didn't y-you r-run after m-me."jungkook sobbed in his chest "I'm sorry baby..I'm so sorry, but I'm here now and i won't ever let you go..ever again."

"Hyung's so sorry baby. I know how difficult this has been for you. I feel terrible, and I sincerely apologize for my mistakes."jungkook pulled away and looked down.."it still hurts.."he whispered.

"I'm so sorry.."yoongi's heart ached at the sight of the younger. He carefully brought his hands up to his cheeks and wiped his tears.

"Was it fun?"yoongi stayed quiet and let the younger finish "was it fun playing with me?"yoongi shaked his head "no..it was never fun playing with you especially when i realized how much i was hurting you.."

"Jungkook look at me."yoongi said as soon as he sees the younger avoiding eye contact once again. "I need to tell you something."

Jungkook shook his head "i love you."

And that made jungkook lift his head up to see if yoongi was lying "n-no stop playing with me"jungkook whimpered and felt tears building up again in his eyes.

"I'm not..and I'm willing to show you that i do love you, only if you let me do that, because i don't want to force you into something you're not comfortable with."jungkook's expression softens and hugged the older.

"I'm so sorry for doing that to you..i promise you now that it won't ever happen to you again."jungkook pulled away and looked at him in his eyes "no more lies?"

Yoongi smiled and caressed his cheek "no more lies."

"No more secrets?"

"No more secrets."

Yoongi leaned in and planted a kiss on top of jungkook's head.

"I love you."jungkook whispered softly.

"I love you too."

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"Jungkook wake up."jungkook fluttered his eyes open. He looked around. He was back in his bed and beside him was jimin.

"you were crying in your sleep."jimin worriedly says rubbing the younger's back. "s-since when did you get here?"jungkook asked "just now, i just got home from work and i was supposed to ask you out to eat but you were sleeping."jungkook looked down.

Was it all just a dream again?

So yoongi never really came for him afterall?

"Jimin.."jungkook softly whispered still looking down while he fiddled with his fingers "yeah?"

"When was the last time.."jungkook paused should he really ask about him?－"two years."jimin answered.

Jungkook lifted his head up, eyes watering, lips trembling.

"It's been two years jungkook."

Jungkook finally let his tears drop from his eyes. Jimin sighed softly and hugged the younger, letting him cry in his chest.

"W-why do i keep on d-dreaming that he came for m-me.."jungkook sobbed harder at the thought of the older again. He didn't want to think of yoongi ever again, but he couldn't help it.

He just wants to forget about him.

It was obvious that yoongi had forgotten about him already, and jungkook was the only one left holding on.

Two years ago, jungkook found out that yoongi was just playing with him. He found out that yoongi never loved him in the first place.

Two years ago, jungkook ran out of his house.

and yoongi had never ran after him,

yoongi had never really came for him.

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