Don't leave me. {BoyxBoy Incest}

Chapter 6

[Quickly edited.]

Deansly's pov

Kai was being so nice to me. He just took us out to get ice cream at the new ice cream shop that recently opened. Being around him sort of made me stop thinking about Faylon and about what happened just a few hours ago. Now we were currently in his car, parked in back of an abandoned building. Most people would think that they were being driven to their death or some sort. But I know that Kai understands that all I want is peace and quiet. No sort of distraction. Not really including himself since he is trying to help me. I'm really happy that Kai originally lived here or else I would've been alone. I wouldn't know how to deal with this if I was by myself. If anything, I'd be trapped up inside of my room.

I jerked slightly when I felt fingers tangle into mine and give my hand a little squeeze. I turned my head to look at Kai who was staring at the gross looking building in front of us. "It's going to be okay." He whispred so lowly I almost didn't catch it. I couldn't help but smile a little or at least I thought I was smiling. Kai brushed his thumb under my eye, catching the fallen tear.

He gathered my small frame in his arms and rubbed my lower back, trying to calm me down. I was sobbing in the crook of his neck, letting out whimpers of Faylon's name. Why would Faylon do this to me? I thought we moved here to be together! We gave up everything and this..This is what I get? Am I really too naive to see anything? Did he ever love me? 

I feel used.

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In the end I decided that it was best for me to go home. Kai really didn't want me to leave but I convinced him that I was going to be okay. Slowly he agreed and made us exchange numbers, which I happily oblidged to. He sternly told me that if I needed a ticket out of there, he'd be my destination. I sort of giggled at that but agreed nonetheless.

When I got inside, there was no sign of Faylon. It made me wonder if he was with him or drinking away his feelings. I wish I was brave enough to drink my feelings away, but I know it could be dangerous. I don't think Faylon sees that.

I sighed and made my way into the living, plopping down on the couch. It was so quiet in here. Pulling my legs up to my chest and resting my chin on them, I felt my eyes water. The pain in my chest just won't go away. I want it to go away. But before I knew it, tear after tear was falling out fro the corners of my eyes., My cheeks were drenched, my breathing was uneven and sobs kept flying passed my lips. I knew that I loved Faylon, but I didn't know that I loved him this much. It hurts knowing that this entire thing was one sided, fake.

I heard keys unlocking the door and I hiccuped, getting up but not fast enough as the door opened with Faylon's lips attached to Blayke's. The keys were thrown and both bodies smashed onto the closed door as Blayke was pulling off Faylon's shirt. The smell of alcohol was stenching up the room, almost making me want to block my nose.

Why was I just standing there and watching them? How could they not see me?

Without thinking, I opened my mouth. "Why are you doing this?!" Instantly the both of them fell apart and the look on Faylon's face..His eyes widened and his mouth was opening slightly in shock. He quickly grabbed his shirt off the floor and approched me.

I backed away and shook my head, locking my eyes with Blayke who had an ugly smirk on his face. "Get out!" I yelled at him. All he did was cross his arms. "I said get out!" I pushed my way passed Faylon and opened the front door. "Leave!" Blayke and Faylon looked at each other for a moment before he scowled and bumped into me purposely as he made his way out. 

Slamming the door shut, I marched my way over to Faylon where I stood in front of him. His jaw was bruised from the time Kai punched him. Twice. His eyes were slightly red and his eyebrows were scrunched up slightly, a frown clearly written on his lips. As my eyes watered, I stood up on the tips of my toes and slapped him across the face.