BEA'S POV
Nagstart na ang season at hindi na naglaro si Jho ng 5th playing year niya
Bakit?
Flashbacks.........
Nakita kong nakaayos na ang mga gamit ni Jho at madaming baggage
"Where are you going jho?" Yinakap ko siya at nagulat ako dahil inalis niya ako sa pagkakayakap ko sakaniya
"What's the problem jho? We're doing good naman lately ah? Sabihin mo naman hindi yung ganto tayo"
Ewan ko kung anong nangyari after bacolod trip namin. Okay pa naman kami ilang araw makalipas nung bumalik kami galing bacolod tapos biglang cold na lang siya at iniiwasan ako
"Wala nga bei paulit ulit na lang ba tayo?"
"Eh bakit ka ganyan? Wala naman akong ginagawa eh tas nagkaganyan ka bigla?" Pinipilit ko maging mahinahon kahit gusto ko na sumigaw. Ilang araw na din kaming ganto eh
Nanatili ang nakakabinging katahimikan at di ko na napigilan ang sarili ko na magsalita
"Why is it like this Jho? Why do i feel you don't care anymore? Like i was the only one who wanted this?" And i took a deep breath and she looks away at nanahimik na lang
"maybe you never did anyways" at nakita kong lumingon na siya uli
"Beh hindi sa ganon yon" sabi niya but then i cutted her out
"And you know what hurts more?" Then i looked away
"is that you made me believe that you did" mahinang sabi ko pero alam kong narinig niya
"Bei naman. Please don't make this hard for me"
"So ngayon pinapahirapan na pala kita?" Di ko na naiwasang magtaas ng boses. Kasi tangina as far as I remember nagtitiis ako na patago kami. We keep it lowkey kung ano mang meron samin pero ganyan sasabihin niya
"Alam mo bang sinesave ko yung sarili ko para sayo? Ha? Para di ka masaktan!"
"Tangina Jho?! Saving yourself for what? From whom? Sorry ha? As far as I remember kasi di lang ikaw yung nahihirapan dito! Ako din!" Di ko na talaga mapigilan sarili ko ngayon dahil sobrang nasasaktan na ako
"Umaasa pa din ako na ako naman yung pipiliin mo pero di mo magawa! Pero eto ako still here. Still here waiting for you! Kaya wag mo sabihing you're just saving yourself for me not to get hurt! Kasi sa ginagawa mo ngayon nasasaktan na ako!" Pagpapatuloy ko at umiiyak na din siya ngayon
Napaupo na ko sa gilid ng kama namin dahil nanlalambot na ang mga tuhod ko. And inwas caught off guard when she hugged me while crying
"I'm sorry bei but i need to do this"
Then she pressed her lips on mine and I can't stop myself in kissing back because i know this will all end
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FanfictionHave you ever found yourself loosing the love of your life and loosing yourself at the same time? Sometimes all you have to do is to let go just to let her feel your absence. And if the time has come that she never felt your absence then all you ne...
