Lifetime (JhoBea)

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Friend of mine 🎶

BEA'S POV

I've known you for so long
You are a friend of mine
But is this all we'd ever be?
I've loved you ever since
You are a friend of mine 🎶

Nasa sasakyan ako at papunta sa tagaytay at biglang sumunod na kanta ay ayan.

Wow is this fate? Char.

Di ko naman akalain na medyo bastos pala ang sumunod na kanta sa cellphone ko. And here i am nagsesenti while driving.

How are you jho? Do i ever cross your mind sometimes? Do you miss me like i do?

And now i'm talking to myself. Really? huh?

You tell me things I've never known
I've shown you love you've never shown
But then again, when you cry
I'm always at your side
You tell me 'bout the love you've had
I listen very eagerly
But deep inside you'll never see
This feeling of emptiness
It makes me feel sad
But then again I'm glad 🎶

Flashback........

"Hey Jho it's okay andito lang ako you can count on me" sabi ko sakaniya habang siya umiiyak lang ng umiiyak and caressing her back. Ang gago kasi nung ex niya ginago lang siya.

"Bei am i not enough? Alam ko maitim ako oo pero di naman ako ganon ka panget eh. Ginawa ko naman lahat para lang sakaniya. Nilihim ko lang naman yung relasyon namin para lang makeep siya dahil alam kong pag nalaman nila papa ay magagalit yon at pipilitin kami maghiwalay"

fuck that guy! Ang swerte na niya si Jho na yan tas gagaguhin niya lang? I always pray to God that one day ako naman yung tignan niya eh tapos ayang nasakaniya na ginago niya pa? What a trash???

"Hey don't blame yourself siya yung tanga kasi di niya naappreciate yung kaya mong ibigay and he didn't even feel contented sayo di naman ikaw yung may mali siya. So stop blaming yourself okay?" I kissed her in her temple to make her feel that i'm just here beside her

"Beh naman mas pinapaiyak mo ko eh"

"Eh di ba umiiyak ka naman na edi let's make it sulit na!!" Tadaaann! I saw her beautiful smile again

"Hoy isabel tigilan mo yang pagiging conyo mo ha nakakairita hmp" hahahaha natawa naman ako pero syempre dahil sa ayoko na tinatawag ako sa first name ko i took advantage of it para suyuin niya

"Stop calling me that it's Annoying af" with matching pout para cute

Then she hugged me and my heart..... it skips a beat again... I can't even breathe when i'm next to her and we're this close.

"Can we just stay like this for a while beh?" I asked. Hoping that she won't reject me.

"Sige beh gusto ko rin muna sa tabi mo lang at yakapin ka" ramdam ko na yung pagkapula nung pisngi ko hays jho.

And now all i know is I don't want this moment to end. If i could just stop the time.

End of flashback.....

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So i'm here at tagaytay feeling the fresh air. I really need to unwind lalo na next week we're going to start our training na sa Ateneo.

Again and again I remember jho.

Will i ever see her again?

Then some things put up in my head again so i closed my eyes and saw her again.

While reminiscing my past i was a little bit shocked when my phone rang

"Hello?" Tanong ko kasi di ko kilala since number lang nung tumawag

"Hey Madzilla here. Don't ask na kung pano ko nakuha syempre it's in your papers so nakuha ko. Well btw i just want to inform you na next week na yung start ng training and ask your parents na din if you're getting a dorm kasi need na ng list ni captain eh" wow ang dami niya hong sinabi hahahaha infairness ganda ng boses niya ha

Hey focus teammate mo kumakausap sayo

Okay okay zzzz

"Sure ate madz thank you for informing me" i'm about to end the call when she said something

"I hope you won't reject me next time pag nag aya ako uli. Bye bea"

"Sure ate madz bye" then i ended the call

Pumasyal muna ako sa tagaytay and even ate their famous bulalo. Well always naman di ko pinapalampas to no hahaha

After a long tiring day. when i saw the time i know it's getting late na so i need to go home na pala. Baka ma bad shot agad ako at bawiin yung sasakyan hahaha lol

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Paguwi ko sakto dinner na and nakita ko na kakain na sila

"Hey i'm home na"

"O anak tara na sumabay ka na samin kumain" mom

"San ka galing my princess?" Dad asked me and kissed me in my forehead

"Sa tagaytay lang dad"

"Wala man lang pasalubong kahit buko pie hmp" wow nagtatampo ang kuya ko hahaha nagsorry na lang ako. And duh dami ko iniisip kaya nakalimutan ko na din bumili

Kumain kami and nung natapos ay nagpaalam na ko na aakyat na dahil napagod ako sa mahabang byahe

Buti na lang at Nakatulog na ko agad pagkatapos ko mag ayos ng gamit

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6/12/20