Happily never after {FINISHED}

Chapter 18

Steph's P.O.V:

"steph, wake up! We're leaving in 45 minutes" I heard a soft voice whisper to me. I decided to just keep my eyes shut alittle longer. "steph wephy wooo!" the voice said alittle louder. "for fuck sake STEPH!!, WAKE UP YOU FAG!!!" someone screamed.

I opened my eyes slightly to see beau sat there smiling at me.

"good morning sunshine" beau said innocently. I giggled and stretched off. All I had to do was pack my toiletries and a sleeping bag then I'm done.

"um, steph?" beau asked. I got up and walked into my bathroom to wash my face, beau followed. I let the hot water run and I dunked a flannel into it.

"yes beau" I said rubbing my face with the flannel.

"can I ask you something?" he said, his cheeks going Rosey.

"sure" I said rubbing facial soap into my cheeks.

"do you like jai?" he asked. I stopped what I was doing and looked at beau. Did I really make it that obvious. Should I tell beau the truth or just keep it to myself...

"urm.. What makes you ask?" I said, returning back to my face washing.

" you do by the way you look at him... I know, cause I used to be looked at like that" beau said staring at my bathroom floor. I reached for a towel and dabbed my face dry. Beau slumped himself onto my closed toilet and carried on staring at my floor. I walked over to him, resting my hand on his shoulder.

"do you want to talk it out?" I whispered.

"no, I'll.. Be fine" beau said, taking a deep breath.

"are you sure babes?" I asked, watching his cheeks go red again.

"I'm fine... You haven't answered my question yet though" beau said looking up at me. I thought about it. I mean, I really do love jai.. He's like, one in a million.. He's special! But do I trust beau?... What am I saying? Of course I trust beau!! I just, don't know whether I WANT to tell anyone. OH FOR GOD SAKE...

"urm.. N-n-no.. No i don't" I lied. I can't afford ruining mine and Jai's friendship.

"oh." beau said, he seemed sad about something. I walked back to my sink to brush my teeth.

"well..." I said, beau looked up from the floor and up to me. His eyes glistening from the bathroom light. "beau, he's my best friend- I couldn't possibly-" I paused. I hate lying... Especially to one of my best friends. Beau stood up.

"I don't think your telling me the truth steph!" beau said, leaning against the wall.

"ok ok! But beau, please don't tell him!" I begged.

"cross my heart" beau said.

"yes.. I do and I have for a very long time! I just dont want to ruin our friendship!" I said, applying some mascara.

"sometimes you gotta take risks in life... Even if it means losing someone! You never know, you might gain something" beau said. Jeez! He's good at giving advice. I stared into beaus big green eyes. I slowly walked up to him, still staring into his eyes. I crashed into his, hugging him tightly.

"thank you" I whispered.

Beaus P.O.V:

I have a feeling I'm gunna regret making this decision. I'm gunna regret helping steph and jai together. But jai looks so happy around her and... I wouldn't forgive myself if I took away hos happiness. When steph hugged me, my heart stopped. I could just stand there all day hugging her. I had this weird feeling like the hug meant something! But it didn't, she just admitted she loved my lil' brother. Oh well! I'm sure there's someone as perfect as steph out there.. I just gotta find her!