who am i to tell you to not hang out with them but it makes me feel like i should get into the band. but i don't think i should. idk why im hurt either. feelings are stupid, i just want it to go away. i want to forget it, that's why i keep to myself. i've always been shy so i don't want to swim, which with my old swimsuits and the body that i especially hate rn id rather go sit by the end of the pool and watch everybody. don't want to be judged. my one friend will be hanging with everyone else and by me not talking to being by myself and his mom and my mom bring friends. (you know me and my friend are close) i don't want his mom saying something to him about me being silent, not that this would happen just a possibility.
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𝚏𝚒𝚡𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏
Non-Fictionthis is basically where i come to vent. you can read where it started as somewhere to fix myself to me letting it all out. "𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚖𝚎 𝚒 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚒 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏" [lowercase intended] tears...
