one thing i don't like is the fact i lose attraction so fast. people can take good photos of themselves and i don't have that power. i sometimes have the feeling or i get a sense of confidence. i take the few photos and i lose the feeling. i never have the guts to save them. when my friends do the "send a photo of you" thing to add to their Snapchat story mine is always one with someone else. or a "funny" picture of me. im also scared or embarrassed if anyone finds those photos. we love being self conscious. i remember telling my mom at a young age, "i don't care what people think about me", but then you look at me now. i do care. im so self conscious.
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Ikke-fiksjonthis is basically where i come to vent. you can read where it started as somewhere to fix myself to me letting it all out. "𝚢𝚘𝚞'𝚟𝚎 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚠𝚗 𝚖𝚎 𝚒 𝚑𝚊𝚟𝚎 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚜𝚘𝚗𝚜 𝚒 𝚜𝚑𝚘𝚞𝚕𝚍 𝚕𝚘𝚟𝚎 𝚖𝚢𝚜𝚎𝚕𝚏" [lowercase intended] tears...
