• Bts Angst •

「 sope － 1 」

"I-i don't--"being interrupted once again, he jumped and unconsciously held his hand and it made hoseok's heart skip a beat.

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"See it wasn't that bad!"hoseok laughed trying to catch his breath while he held on yoongi's shoulder still laughing loudly, gaining a lot of attention.

"S-shut up"the both of them went and sat on a near by bench "wait here"hoseok said before running to a near by shop.

Yoongi didn't complain and threw his head back catching his breath before unconsciously placing his hand on his chest, feeling his heart beat finally beating normal.

"Here"

The boy liftes his head up to see hoseok two cones of ice cream and two bottles of water on his other hand. "Thanks"

The young lad sat down beside yoongi and placed the bottles beside them before starting to lick his ice cream. Humming when the sweet soft serve had touched his tongue.

The both continued to eat in silence while everything around them was just noisy, but it didn't bother them and they didn't mind it at all. Both of them in all honesty and secretly liked it being beside eachother.

Yoongi soon found himself looking at the younger again. While hoseok was watching one specific family right across of them. The older watch his eyes almost disappearing as hoseok smiled widely, loving the sweet and lovely scene right across of them.

His smile..the sun itself turns jealous
And refuses to come out from behind the clouds, knowing it cannot shine half as bright.

－yoongi thought deeply. Yoongi knew himself, lying all the time whenever he would tell his self that he hates the younger's smile.

He absolutely loved it.

He just hates the fact that hoseok's smile had such an effect on him.

He didn't like showing his feelings, or showing that he cares. Yoongi didn't want to loose again, in this kind of game, love. In this type of game, called being inlove, he would always loose.

And when he was inlove before, he would always find his self giving up everything he has. Just for that one person.

But he was just one of those people who never wins at this game called love. He would find his self fighting, and giving up everything he has, until he would realize in the end that he was the only one left fighting.

And he didn't want that to happen again.

"Do you want to ride another one?or do you just wanna chill here?"hoseok asked snapping yoongi from his thoughts. "Ride."yoongi shortly answered looking away.

Hoseok let out a small smile, and covered his small frown with a smile. "Cmon!"

After a few hours of wondering around and riding and riding, they finally sat down on a near by bench once again.

Yoongi noticed how pale hoseok got. He would find the younger clutching on his shirt whenever he would catch his breath. "You good?"yoongi asked trying not to sound too concerned and worried.

Hoseok wiped another sweat and took a deep breath letting out a shaky breath. Turning around he gave him a smile "yep!I'm all good!how about you?"a smile that would probably reassure yoongi that he's fine, but it didn't.

Yoongi knew there was something off about that smile he was holding. But he just shrugged it off. He shouldn't care. The day is almost done, and he would finally live a peaceful life again. Or so he thought.