Ex ~ Mattia Polibio

are you scared of me?

After Quinton left I went downstairs to clean my house but I saw it was already cleaned.

I saw a paper on my kitchen table. That's weird.

«Hi baby, me and Jora cleaned your house for you because you were sleeping in your room. Call me when you wake up, I need some explanation» I read.

Oh my god she saw me with Mattia, fuck.

I took my phone and called her.

«Good morning Al» she said

«Come over, now.» I said and she nodded

After 5 minutes she came.

We sat on the couch and I explained everything to her.

«He drugged you? That piece of shit drugged you?» she yelled.

«Yes..» I said

«He's dead tomorrow. If he comes near you I swear I will murder him.» she said seriously.

I laughed.

«So what are we gonna do today?» I asked

«I was going at Alejandro's house. You can come too» she said

«Is Mattia there?» I asked

«No, Alejandro said he is staying with Lena» she assured me

«Then let's go» I said and we headed at Alejandro's house.

Everybody was there except Mattia, thank God.

Kairi and Alvaro were playing fifa together, Alejandro and Katie were cuddling together, me and Roshaun were eating. (A WHOLE MOOD.)

«What happend at the party yesterday? I didn't find you anywhere» said Roshaun.

«I got drunk and fell asleep in my bedroom..» I lied. I didn't wanna tell them what really happend because I didn't want to destroy their friendship.

«Oh okay, I'm still hungry» he said out of nowhere.

I laughed

«Let's order pizza please» I said making puppy eyes.

He stood up and called the pizzeria.

I hugged him.

He is like my big brother and I love him so much.

Roshaun started chasing me until I fell on the floor.

Roshaun was standing up and looking at me like "you are stupid".

I laughed hard until I heard someone coming upstairs.

That person opened the door violently.

I was still on the ground with Roshaun which made feel uncomfortable because there's someone inside.

I stood up and saw Mattia.

«Can you treat better my doors you dumbfuck» said Alejandro.

Mattia was just staring at me.

He came closer to me but I pushed him back.

«Al? Are you okay?» asked Kairi worried

Fuck, I don't want them to know what happend yesterday.

«Yes, I am» I said smiling.

Mattia smirked and said «No, you're not. Stop lying to your friends Al.» he said in a cold tone.

«You don't know how I feel..» I said.

He came closer to me and touched my hand but I flinched.

I was scared, scared that he would hit me.

«Are-are you scared of me?» asked Mattia shocked

«Of course I am! You tried to hit me at school, then in the bathroom you threatened me. You scare me Mattia.» I said yelling.

«I wanted to apologize for today..» he said

«What happend today?» asked Kairi coming closer to me.

«Mattia leave her alone» said Katie.

«What the fuck happend today Al?» asked Alejandro worried.

Mattia was just standing there, smiling and watching what was happening. He didn't care at all.

You know what? Fuck it.

«Mattia drugged me yesterday night so he could have sex with me» I said and Mattia seemed shocked.

He thought I wouldn't tell them, well fuck you.

«You did what?!» asked Kairi pushing Mattia.

«Calm down bro, I came here to apologize» he said pushing him back.

«Apologize with this smile on your face? Why do you keep treating woman's like that bro? That's disgusting. You drugged her! Do you realize what you did? It's like fucking rape bro! Are you insane?!» yelled Kairi

Alejandro went to Kai and said «I don't know what happend to you man but you have to change. What you did is so wrong.»

I walked away and went at the bathroom.

I started to cry, I was tired of keeping everything inside me.

After a bit I got out the bathroom and heard voices from the bathroom.

«Do you actually think I don't care about her? That I don't love her? You're crazy if you think that. I'm doing this for her!» said Mattia

«You're doing this for her? What the fuck are you saying? You're destroying her Mattia! You're completely destroying her» said Alejandro

«Can you please tell her that I'm sorry and that I'll explain everything to her soon..» said Mattia

«Let me help you. What explanation? What's happening Mattia?» asked Kairi

«I got myself in trouble» said Mattia and came out the bedroom.

He looked at me and he hugged me.

I tried to push him but he was too strong.

«Meet me at my house at 7 pm» he said and walked away.

Should I go?
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~ mattia is hiding something.. 👀~