Y/N's POV
I put my bag down in my room, and then sit down on my bed. I love how comfortable the bed is. I never had a real home since way before this whole shit started. I know I lived with Fallen Star Order, but I was not happy there. It did have good food and good beds, but I had to take down communities and good people. I always had nightmares about those times, I would hear the screams of everyone I killed. I then fall asleep on my bed.
Dream
I was in a random community killing all the guards, I was only in here for five seconds and I was already causing chaos, everything was on fire and people were dying. I killed all the guards, and it was only the leader left. It was a woman. She was crying and was defenseless. I felt bad but Danny and the other members of Fallen Star Order showed up.
Danny: Do it.
I look at him.
Danny: Kill her.
I was hesitant.
Danny: If you don't do it, I will make sure she suffers for the rest of her life. You can give her a peaceful and painless death.
I then raise my machete, about to kill her.
Leader: Ple--Please
Y/N: I'm sorry.
I then bring my machete down, killing her.
Reality
I wake up sweating and struggling for breath. I then hear a knock on the door.
Y/N: Come in!
The door opens. It was Clementine.
Clementine: Hey Y/N.
Y/N: Hi Clem.
Clementine then noticed me sweating.
Clementine: Are you okay?
Y/N: Yeah. Yeah I'm fine.
Clementine then gives me a weird look.
Clementine: Ooooooook.
She was not buying it. She knew I was lying. I know she is gonna try to find out what's wrong.
Clementine: Dinner is ready, I wanted to come get you.
Y/N: Okay. Thanks Clem.
She then smiles at me in response.
I then follow her outside the dorms and sit next to her as we ate. I took one bite of my stew and it was AMAZING.
Y/N: Whoa! This is awesome stew! I never had anything THIS good!
Louis: Yep. Omar here is a awesome chef.
Clementine: So NOW do you think you want to stay?
Y/N: Maybe, I still don't know yet.
Clementine: We will be lucky to have you.
I gave her a smile in response. She smiled back. After we were done eating, everyone left except for Clem, Louis, and Violet.
Louis: You know what time it's for?
Violet: Oh lord.
Louis then got cards out.
Louis: WAR.
Clementine: Louis, don't do what you did last time.
Louis: Okay.
Y/N: What is this game?
Violet: It's simple. Flip a card, highest wins.
Louis: Winner gets to ask Y/N here a question.
Y/N: What if I win?
Clementine: You ask us one.
We flipped and I won.
Y/N: Nice. Ummmm. Clem, what is the story with you and AJ?
Clementine: I met his parents when the mother was pregnant. The father died before he was born. The mother died after he was born. I been taking care of him since.
We flipped. Violet won.
Violet: I always ask this to new people. Which of the four of us do you think will die first?
Y/N: Louis.
Clementine: Agreed.
Violet: Agreed.
Louis: Agreed.
I look at him confused.
Louis: What?
We all flipped. Louis won.
Louis: Sooooo Y/N? Have you ever had a girlfriend?
Clementine: Louis!
Violet: Oh my God.
Y/N: No. There were girls who liked me, but we had no home, there was no time for romance and I was too busy trying to survive.
Clementine: I don't blame those girls.
I heard Clem whisper that. She was looking down. I stayed quiet because I did not want to embarrass her. We flipped one more time and Clem won.
Clementine: Last question. There was no way you were out there all alone this whole time. Who took care of you?
I was shocked when she asked that.
Y/N: You guys will change your mind about me if I told you.
Clementine: Why?
Well, here we go.
Y/N: I was a member of the Fallen Star Order.
Everyone at the table was looking at me in shock.
Louis: What?!
Clementine: You're one of them?!
Y/N: I'm not proud of it, they forced me to kill. It's why I am good at defending myself. These people can take down an entire community with one person in it in a day, you would never see them coming.
Violet: Can we still trust you?
Y/N: To be honest I don't know. You can trust me as a person, but they are hunting for me because I left them. They could find me here and put you guys in danger. I always have nightmares about my past.
I then turn to Clementine.
Y/N: That is why I was sweating when you came in my room.
Clementine: I'm so sorry Y/N. I didn't know.
Y/N: It's fine.
Louis: You are still welcome here. I know you are a great guy.
Clementine: You have a good heart. I know a nice man when I see one.
Violet: I guess you are cool. We could have you as our fighter, we used to have someone named Mitch who could fight. Not like you though.
Y/N: Thanks guys.
We put our food away and I headed back to the dorms, but someone was following me, it was Clementine.
Clementine: I meant what I said during dinner. I want you to stay here. I want you to feel safe. Will you stay?
I have made my decision.
Y/N: You know what, I think I will.
Then the next thing that happened was unexpected. Clementine was hugging me. I felt my checks getting red. I hugged her back. Then Clementine pulled back quickly after realizing what she was doing.
Clementine: Oh! I'm sorry!
Y/N: No. It's fine.
Clementine: Thank you.
She then walks away and into her room, I walk into mine. I now finally have a nice home to live in.
Y/N's thoughts: This is crazy Clem. But I think I'm falling for you.
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FanfictionEver since the dead started walking, you were alone at first, until you join a group called the Fallen Star Order. You were part of this group for 4 years and you did terrible stuff you weren't proud of. So you escaped, but then you saw a school. Mo...