《Taylor's POV》
Nash got up and ran out of the room. Now everyone is staring at me.
"I'm so stupid!" I yell. I didn't even notice what I was doing. I just got lost in the marks on his body. It was so confusing to me. Nash, I don't even want to know how he feels.. oh my god.. he wouldn't do it again.. would he.?
"Beca!" I squeak with a scared look on my face. We both get out of the pool.
"Should we go make sure he's okay..?" Sadness still in my voice
Beca becomes unsteady. I could tell she was scared. We both take a deep scared Breath and start running.
《Beca's POV 》
Taylor and I run around the corner to our rooms. I stop dead in my tracks and turn around when I spotted Alyssa.
"Beca!.." she sheiks..my heart drops at the tone in her voice.
"Taylor.." my voice shrivels without even turning around.
By now Alyssa is in front of me, out of breath.
"Nash!...bathroom... hurry!.." she managed to choke out.
Tears in my eyes I run down the hall as fast as I can. I enter our room feeling nothing but fright and numbness inside. I open the bathroom door to see my unconscious boyfriend. Blood everywhere. I collapse on my knees crying.
"Taylor!! Call 911" I scream as loud as possible. He nods and walks away. Shock on his face and tears in his eyes.
I put my hands on Nash's cold cheek.
"Don't leave Me Nash.. God Damn it! Don't fucking leave me.!" My voice cracking as the tears from my face mix with my boyfriends blood. I hold my hands on his deep cuts, applying pressure to stop the blood. Repeatedly saying "I'm so sorry" and "I love you Nash!" Hoping he can hear me. Before I know it there are men moving Nash down the hallway.
"I'm coming with you!" I yell at one of the nurses before shoving myself into their elevator. As we get into the ambulance nurses are already cleaning Nash's arm and asking me questions.
"Who are you?"
"Has he done this before?"
My mind is in panic. I reply..
"My name is Rebecca Smith! This is my boyfriend Nash Grier! He hadn't hurt himself in almost a month!" I start crying harder
"Mr... please don't let my love die"
he frowns.
"I can't make promises, beautiful"
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We get to the hospital and I'm forced into a waiting room. It's been a half an hour, the boys should be here any minuet. My stomach is all twisted. I don't know if I should be crying my eyes out or screaming and punching a hole in a wall
《Nash's POV》
I look around.. there are doctors everywhere.. everything is blurry. I hear Beca's voice "Nash don't leave me..." everything went black again. What did I do! I'm so stupid!
I wake up again. This time a different setting. Different doctors. No Beca. I feel a stinging pinch in my arm. I look down to see two doctors stitching my cuts.
"Get him back to sleep!" The taller one demands. Before I knew it, everything was black again. The same thoughts stayed in my head, "I'm so selfish!"
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saving nash(suicidal Nash Grier fanfic)
Fanfiction*EDITING* When Beca has to move to North Carolina with her aunt. She finds a very suicidal Nash. Will their "love" grow him stronger or break him apart 100% ? Was it even real at all? (❌trigger warnings❌) -self harm -anxiety -possible eating disor...
