Lost love **

2

Camila's pov

I ran outside to catch up to shawn and luckily he was barely about to get into his car.

"Shawn!" I called out, I saw him take a deep breath and turn around.

"Hi Camila, do you need anything?" Shawn asked and it hurt that he didn't use my nickname he gave me, or any nickname. It was just Camila nothing special.

"I just wanted to say I'm sorry an-" shawn cut me off.

"Camila, stop. I don't want to hear it. Please leave me alone I have to go" and with that he was in his cat driving away.

I was shocked, upset to say the least. I didn't expect him be so ,rude about it.

Yeah I may have caused him some pain but all I was trying to do was fix it and make things right but then again whars broken cant always be fixed.

"Hi baby, what's wrong?" I heard Matthew say and for the very first time in years I was craving someone else to kiss and hold me.

I wasn't craving Matthew like I used to.
I was dying to be in Shawn's arms and talk his ears off.

I guess I never missed him because he stopped posting because of hate and was writing his album at the time,which is amazing despite me being the reason he doesn't sing it that much.

Was this how shawn felt?
Is this how he feels?

I was taken out of my thoughts when Matthew kissed my cheek.

"Its time to go" he said and I just nodded my head.