Lady Vampire Knight (Vampire Knight Fanfiction)

Chapter 82: A playing piece

In a flash of pictures, I saw a replay of the night of the ball. Light engulfed me, too bright for anyone to look at. I couldn't stop. Nothing could stop me. Until -

Ichiru.

"No," I mumbled, breaking away from Ichiru's touch. "I'm fine." I felt far from fine. Every time I turned my head, a rush of dizziness threatened to make me topple over. My eyes stayed shut, partly from exhaustion, and partly so I couldn't see his face.

"Saki?" No more terror or horror, just disappointment and sadness. Now guilt twisted in my stomach. I squeezed my eyes shut, trying not to let tears come. Anything but that.

"I'll take her to her room." Hands slipped under my head and knees.

"No," Kaname's grip loosened as Ichiru stopped him. "I'll take her myself." I could feel Kaname hesitate, through his actions and also through the bond that still connected us.

"Very well," Kaname finally replied, lifting me up and handing me over to Ichiru. I felt myself dangle, my head lolling back as I was passed from Kaname to Ichiru.

"Thank you." Ichiru began striding down the pathway, in the direction of the Moon Dorm I assumed.

As he pushed through the Moon Dorm entrance, I tensed slightly. What if the other Night Class saw us? What would happen to us then?

It was dark in the front room. I knew it, because through my eyelids, I didn't sense any change in light. The inside was as dark as the outside. We were truly monsters in the dark.

"No-one's here," Ichiru muttered. "That's good. Can you hear me, Saki?" Should I reply? I don't know.

Pretend you're unconscious again.

Would it work? It couldn't hurt to try could it? Keeping my eyes shut, I stayed motionless, hoping that he would think I was back in no-man's land.

Ichiru's chest rose and fell as he heaved a silent sigh. Maybe he did think I was unconscious again. He began to walk again, while I rocked slightly in his arms as he moved. The jolting got a bit jerkier as he climbed the stairs, before smoothing out as he walked along the corridor.

In the meantime, the jolting had been giving me a headache, and I was beginning to wonder if I would develop motion sickness from this. The jolting paused as Ichiru pushed open the door, probably to my room. Wait - was Maria in there?

Come to think of it, what would happen to her, now that Shizuka was dead?

Does it really matter?

No, not exactly. Well, maybe a little bit. In the times when she wasn't possessed, she was actually rather nice to me.

There was only silence as we entered the room, and I relaxed slightly. She wasn't here. That was good, but where was she? The whole journey here had been completely undisturbed, and yet, most of the Night Class were back, so where was everyone?

The soft and springy mattress creaked slightly as Ichiru placed me on my bed gently.

"I don't know if you actually are sleeping or not," Ichiru spoke to the thin air. I could picture him staring down at me, his beautiful, lavender-hued eyes clouded with sadness. That image only made my inwards churn with guilt. "But, I hope you don't hate me. If you actually are awake, but trying to ignore me, there has to be a reason for it. Is it because Shizuka tried to kill you because of me? Or is it something else?"

Both of us were probably thinking of how I pulled away from Ichiru. What he didn't realise was that I was also remembering that night of the ball.

Will you just forget about being philosophical for once and tell him how you really feel?!

"I guess I should go." A fingertip brushed my forehead, and I heard Ichiu shifting, moving towards the door. "I have something I need to do."

"Wait." The word escaped me before I could stop it. Blinking my eyes open, I stared up at the face of the silver-haired twin. Even though I had whispered it, Ichiru still turned, a flash of relief in his eyes as he looked at me.

Now that I had said it, I didn't know what else to do. I sat up, ignoring the throbbing of my head and stared at my hands uncertainly.

Idiot.

"Saki?" Sheets rustles as Ichiru sat down on the side of the bed. "What is it?"

"Don't go," I whispered, reaching for his fingers, clutching them. "I don't want to be alone."

A moment of silence passed between the two of us, while I mentally berated myself. What in earth was that? Why would he stay with me when I just pushed him away?

"I know how that feels," Ichiru cut through the silence separating us. He shifted, lying down next to me, his right arm encircling me and pulling me close. "I'll stay with you for a bit."

Despite the tears that protested to fall, I had to smile. Maybe it was stupid to keep pulling away.

"Thanks."

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