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(In the bus)
You: ok so Sophia you now know we don't do things like that again ok
Sophia: ok
Colby: you know I'm still calling it a kiss right
You: you want to call it a kiss because you haven't had any show of love for years
Sam: oooo *pats Colby's shoulder* she's not wrong
Colby: That's Just mean!
You: am I wrong? *picks up trash*
Tara: *laughs*
Corey: soo where to next?
You: well we're heading to Utah and then Colorado if we have time maybe we can stop at a different state for a few days
Tara: yeah
Katrina: we should sing!!! Wanna?
Sam: who wants to free style?
Colby: sure! Y/n you wanna go first?!
You: uh sure!
Sam: ok go!

(Disclaimer this song is a song I wrote ands it's not a copy off song sooo btw it's a bit dark so...)

You: I look into the mirror and see somebody I don't wanna be, All I can think of is "what if", "What if I could be somebody different" knowing I will never find myself when I'm deep in this sorrow thinking and dreaming if I could find a way out, A way out of this pain this misery because I don't wanna see my mama cry, what's it worth for your mama to find you in the bathroom rolled up in a ball against the the wall with blood dripping down your wrist and crying till your eyes give out.
You think of how you feel but never of how your Mama or sisters or anybody from your family feels, You don't care about the pain that will carry on that persons shoulders when they find you dead on the floor all because of someone's stupid actions saying you're worthless but just know you're not worthless, Not worthless. I've felt worthless but I only keep my head up because I know my family won't stand the pain of a child who lost against their demons but lately we all haven't been the same,
We're just dreaming,
Just dreaming, Dreaming of how our lives could've been deferent if it wasn't for that person who said u we're different and shouldnt existed Maybe things could have ended differently now you're using drugs to feel something but you're numb,
Numb to the pain numb to everything,
Remembering that u used to have everything but everything always meant nothing But to other people nothing meant something and to turning nothing to the greatest of something always meant everything,
Tara: .....
Jake: uh.....
Katrina: um...
Corey: is she ok? *whispers to sam*
Sam: uh was that from a song?
You: no you said to free style and I did
Colby: so you wrote that song?
You: well yeah it's how I feel
Colby: so you need therapy?
You: *laughs* no and I'm not going back to that hell hole
Sam: she's definitely traumatized
You: yeah
Sophia: woo!!! Great song!!
Tara: um....
You: sorry if it was too graphic but all my music is from my hart and feelings so.... should I not post it?
Tara: well uh.... here's the thing.... it's a sad song and gets people sad and on there feelings and people can relate to it a lot and that's what your brand is about right?!?
You: yeah
Tara: so yeah! Your brand is about helping others with music by writing your feelings and emotions into a song helping them learn that whatever they're going through will get better right?
You: exactly!
Tara: then do it!
You: ok I will. Anybody wanna be in the music video?
Katrina: I mean I could
You: ok yeah!

(Utah)
(1 am)
You: *stops and pulls over and takes a short nap*
Colby: *wakes up and sees y/n asleep in the drivers seat* *pulls y/n out the seat and places her in a seat and lays her down* *falls back asleep*

(12 pm)
You: *wakes up and see Sam driving* uhh
Colby: you needed to sleep so
You: I'm fine! Sam pull over so I can drive
Sam: I got it! Just sit down!
You: fineee but here's the gps *places the GPS in the cup holder*

(Skip time till it's one week till vidcon)
(Home)
(You and Colby got more comfortable with each other and more close and Bc of that you're getting more hate)
You: that was amazing!!
Tara: yeah!
Katrina: the movie was so good!
Sam: mmmhmm
Katrina: well since it's been a while ima go to a studio to make more music anyone wanna come with?
Sam: sure babe
Corey: ok
You: well now that they left what next?
Colby: sex
You: Robert!!!
Tara: what a pig
Jake: *looking at his phone* oooo monkey (it's from an old trend)
Colby: I was kidding!!!
Lizzie: better be!
You: Fangs you wanna take the kids to the park?
Fangs: sure!
Carlos: bye! *goes to work*
Lizzie: don't put your hands on my girlfriend! *wraps hand around y/n's head*
You: *laughs* Lizzie
Colby: you're lesbian?!
Lizzie: no but we're not pussys! We're not afraid to kiss each other like some of you In videos
Colby: yeah right! Brother
Jake: huh? Oh yeah no
You: see! *laughs* ok now that's enough of joking! I'm gonna go to lay down! Byeee!!!
Tara: oooo me too!

(Skip time till the night before vidcon)
You: ok since it's 10 pm let's sleep and wake up at 7 so we can get something to eat and be there early
Everyone: ok
Sam: and no drama so *looks a Colby*
Colby: but how am I supposed to joke about me fucking y/n?
You: I- cole!!! You know what! Stay away from me!
Colby: come here baby!
You: WE'ED NOT DATING!!! AHHH!! *runs around everyone and runs to room and locks door*

(Morning)
You: *gets ready* *takes a picture and gets ready*

Tara: love your outfit!!!You: thank you! I love yours too!!Katrina: I'm so ready for today!You: me too!__________________________Hopefully you enjoyed today's story and I know my song was too dark and sad but if you have any questions about it or ...

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Tara: love your outfit!!!
You: thank you! I love yours too!!
Katrina: I'm so ready for today!
You: me too!
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Hopefully you enjoyed today's story and I know my song was too dark and sad but if you have any questions about it or anything feel free to comment or DM me on my insta- Mulit_x_fan.acc
Anyways
Love you potato's!
*mwah*

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