Is death really the answer (calum hood fanfiction)

Lola

I wake up to an empty space beside me. I open one of my eyes to see if Calum's there. When I saw no one beside me. I open my two eyes lazily rubbing the sleep from them. I look over at the over bed. No one there either. I begin to smell something burning. I quickly react and run into the kitchen to see if something's burning. As I reach the kitchen door. I see a sad looking Calum and a hyper Michael. I look at them in confusion. Knitting my eyebrows together." We-no actually I was trying to make you breakfast before you woke up but it burnt and Michael wouldn't help me" Calum says pouting and showing me puppy dog eyes as I try to hold back my laughter. Michael is literally in hysterics over what has accrued." Awww let me do it. That's so sweet." I say in a really girly voice as they laugh at my really bad imitation. I take off the bunt whatever it is off the pan. I throw it in the bin and wash the pan." you two go to the shop and buy me these things." I say scribbling down items onto a piece of paper before handing it to them. After they shut the door. I wash up all the dirty dishes and stuff from are midnight feast yesterday. As I wash up I sing love is like war by alt
Make a wish on our sorry little hearts
Have a smoke, pour a drink, steal a kiss in the dark
Fingernails on my skin like the teeth of a shark
I'm intoxicated by the lie

In the chill of your stare I am painfully lost
Like a deer in the lights of an oncoming bus
For the thrill of your touch I will shamefully lust
As you tell me we're nothing but trouble

Heart's on fire tonight
Feel my bones ignite
Feels like war, war
Feels like war, war
Heart's on fire tonight
Feel my bones ignite
Feels like war, war
Feels like war, war

We go together or we don't go down at all
We go together or we don't go down at all
We go together or we don't go down at all, whoa

Fail-safe trigger, lock-down call
Wipe the dry clean-slate, quick, sound the alarm
No escape from the truth and the weight of it all
I am caught in the web of a lie

And the bitch of it all is that I'm running from
The desire of the people to whom I belong
At the end of the day you can tell me I'm wrong
'Cause you went to all of this trouble

Heart's on fire tonight
Feel my bones ignite
Feels like war, war
Feels like war, war
Heart's on fire tonight
Feel my bones ignite
Feels like war, war
Feels like war, war

We go together or we don't go down at all
We go together or we don't go down at all
We go together or we don't go down at all, whoa
(Let's go!)

Heart's on fire tonight
Feel my bones ignite
It feels like war (it feels like war)
Love feels like war (love feels like war)

Heart's on fire tonight
Feel my bones ignite
Feels like war, war
Feels like war, war
Heart's on fire tonight
Feel my bones ignite
Love feels like war, war
Feels like war, war
(one more time!)

We go together or we don't go down at all
We go together or we don't go down at all
We go together or we don't go down at all, whoa

Is this the end of us or just the means to start again?
I keep singing the same song as I jump into the shower knowing the boys will be awhile considering the closest shop in 20 minutes away. As I finish up in the shower (still singing love is like war on repeat) I put on an all time low tee and leggings. Drying my hair. I throw a beanie on it. I begin to walk downstairs as I finally stop singing. When I spot a grinning Calum and Michael. I look at them with my eyes opened wide in shock as they just continue to smile at me. I'm frozen in the same spot I was in 5 minutes ago. I finally speak my voice raw from singing so much." How long have you been here?Did you hear me singing?oh my god this is so embarrassing. Did you get everything I told you to get?" I say taking the bag from Michael and looking in it. Before I could open it properly Calum puts his hand in. He Looks at Michael. He gives him a glare but before I could see anything else. Michael puts his hands over my eyes. "Let's play hide and seek okay Calum is gonna hide the shopping
(this is known as groceries in other places)
And you have to find it" I hear Calum run."Calum the bag" Michael say as I hear cal run back for it."oh right so yes we heard you singing.1 I never knew you liked all time low.2 your really good at singing. We've been here since you went into the shower and yes we got everything." Michael says as I hear someone whisper something to him before he removes his hand from my eyes. I flinch at the light. I begin to walk into the kitchen. Cal grabs my hand intertwining are fingers."i put all the shopping away.i have a surprise for you and instead of you cooking we can go out to eat considering its around lunch time now" he says leading me into the sitting room towards the couch that Michael is on. Calum grabs the laptop balancing it on his legs. He clicks play. Words flash up. Lola waters doing a cover of try hard by 5sos.it says as it switches to me singing. After I finish a few pictures come onto the screen of me and Calum. In the background Calum's voice speaks. I love you lola no matter what happens just remember that. A video pops up of me giggling trying to make Calum stop recording me. More photos with Calum singing all about you in the background. When the video is has two minute left the t goes onto Michael speaking " lola I know I don't know you that well but believe me I'm so glad to have you in my life your so sassy and funny and I'm proud to call you a friend love you lola."I turn to face Michael. Who's blushing. He looks at me and I mouth a thank you to him. Then Calum comes on." Lola ever since the day that we met I couldn't get you out of my head ( just had to do it I'm sorry I had to use the that part from too late lol don't hate me) You always try to hide your smile by biting your lip. When your angry you punch a pillow. You do all these things. These small details that you think I ignore or don't notice but these little things just make me fall in love with you more. I love you Lola. Now I don't think a lot of people do this. I think I'm the only one because usually the guy just asks the girl straight up but no not me I have to be awkward because I'm to hipster for them" he says smirking " Lola will you be my girlfriend" then it ends. I turn to Calum who's blushing. I look him straight in the eyes. " Calum ofcourse I will I love you" I say as a big smile appears on his face and from the corner of my eye I see Michael grinning. Calum kisses me and for a minute I think we forgot Mikey was there until he spoke "amm guys don't wanna be a downer or anything but I don't wanna be a third wheel so save it till later when your alone" he says chuckling as I feel Calum smile into the kiss. We detach are lips blushing. " So let's get some Starbucks" I say breaking the silence. "Wait before we go I have something for you." Calum says reaching down the side of the couch and hands me a bag. I open it to find an alt album." Oh my fucking god thank you cal thank you so much. I've been wanting this for ages." I say in excitement hugging him.
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We all go into the car with Michael in the back. Me in the passenger seat and cal driving. Since I'm in the passenger seat. I control the music. I plug my phone in to the radio and look through my songs. Finally I decide on 1985. I hear Micheál breath out in relief. I turn to him with a confused face." I thought you were gonna put on some kinda pop music and I was dreading it but I love this song."he says as he earns a laugh from me and Calum." Okay one thing do I seem like a girl who listens to pop and worries if her nail breaks,her shoes get dirty or her hair gets messed up. Mikey I play Xbox listen to nirvana all time low fall out boys green day etc. wear choke chains and all. Do I look like a normal teenage girl. I think not" I say as they laugh at my response I laugh along with them. As I turn back around I start muttering the lyrics to the song. All if a sudden cal intertwines are fingers and sings with me harmonising. Then Micheál joins in and we're all harmonising in the chorus. Then the next song comes on. Which is my all time favourite by American rejects " gives you hell". With out realising I start to sing the song loud so everyone hears. I'm hate my voice it's so bad but I wasn't paying attention because I love this song. When it finished. I feel two sets of eyes on me. I look at them." What?" I say as they just stare at me with there jaws open." Your such a good singer -" Calum says getting cut off mid sentence by Michael. " Like we've herd you singing in the shower and in Are little comp but when you were in the shower you just half sang. Same in the comp because you were nervous in front of us but now it was like you forgot we were here and you were so into the song you sang your beautiful heart out and your amazing." He says finishing Calum's sentence. I just look at them and blush.

(a/n okay so thought this was kinda bad but idk what you think.Did you like the video Calum and Michael made for lola? What do you think will happen next? Any predictions? So it's Christmas holidays yay are you as happy as me. I'll try update as much as I can.)